diyceiving

McFly's back, baby!

2007-11-10T06:58:00.000-08:00

Umbrella (Ellah Ellah, sings Danny)

DOUGIE is yuummy.

MEME

2007-11-09T16:50:00.000-08:00

LAYER ONE: Spell your first and last name with animals

N ewt
U rchin
R eindeer
D olphin
I guana
Y ak
A nemone
N inja turtle?
A rmadillo
H are

M oose
O wl
H orse
D og

N orth American Beaver?
A ntelope
S quirrel
S uckerfish
I kan pari
R abbit
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LAYER TWO:
-- Name: Nurdiyanah Mohd Nassir
-- Birthday: 23 March 1992
-- Nick Name: diy, nana
-- Location: Singapore, Pasir Ris
-- Eye Color: Dark Brown
-- Natural Hair Colour: Dark brown
-- Right or left: Right

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LAYER THREE:
-- Shoes you wore today: None
-- Your perfect pizza: I like turkey ham with olives
-- Best holiday: It's always Msia by default so I guess NZ was brill for a change
-- Most missed memory: I miss being a kid
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LAYER FOUR:

-- How many pets do you have: A lot of orange fishes that hardly ever get my attention
-- If you got to go anywhere in the world, where would you go: Different places with lots of scenery, a real safari, um, Haji! hehhe. Not forgetting big cities for shopping experiences!
--The last movie you saw at century: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix isit?
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LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: I could never tell the difference.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK, def
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton or Iced tea?: Lipton, heh
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
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FRIENDS!

Which friend is the....

Craziest: Sheila, Zaff
Sweetest: Aqilah, Roy, Fari!
Prettiest: My friends take turns being Prettiest but they're all pretty anyway. Just throw any name!
Smartest: Moo, Aqi

Girly: Nursheila Muez, Zafirah Zein, girly beyond belief
Easiest to be grossed out: My friends can get grossed out by the weirdest things. Syah gets grossed out by the folded babat on your forearm, near your elbow. Zaff gets grossed out by everything unimaginable. Like the gaps in between my toes peeking out of my raya shoe in sec two. (sec two?)
Blondest: Entah.
Honest: Liyana Nabilah. Moo's quite honest too, kan? I wont tell a secret (:
Trustworthy: Uhhh, in what sense? Okay skip, next!
Sporty: Don't look at me.. This one got a lot ah. Kim, I bet. Haha.
Animal lover: Iqah & I (:
Computer genius: Iqah? Haha. Eh, iqah?
Myspace nerd: None of us
Funniest: Moo! Liy also, sometimes ah, that girl..
Drama person: Tiq! Sheila! Iqah too! haha. dramamama.
Band person: Uh, GLG?
Person that always gets their homework done: No one gets all their homework done. I know I hardly get any homework done.
Flirtiest: My friends dont really flirt but then again, we dont flirt with girls. I'm sure they have potential (Browss). Sheilaaa? Can you flirt, Sheila? x) Zaff says Aida can.

Past friends
Which friend have you known the longest?
My sister I guess xD

Which friend have you known the least?
A lot of hi-bye friends. Like, "Hi", "Bye", then dah.

Who was your first best friend?
Sakina, well, in kindergarten. Whom happens to be Zaff's friend!

Is he/she still your friend?
Now she's more of a friend's old friend.

Which friend do you miss the most?
LCDA! Hehee.

Has one of your best friends ever moved away?
My friend Joan in Primary 2.

Who has the most classes with you?
Filz, Liy, Tessa, Alexys, Ashley etc

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Which one of your buds is most likely to....

Be a teacher: Aida!

Become a computer person: Wow. Uh, no one I guess. Maybe syah? haha. a cool high tech computer person? Lol

Become a stay at home mom: Aqi? But Aqi's damn smart! Aqi nanti you surely work la. But she'll be a pro stay home mom too xD

Live life on the wild side: Sheila might, though I don't think she will, haha.

Travel all over the world: Zaff, nak?? Sheila? :D

Become famous: Sheila. Tiq cos she'll be queen of England.

Fall in love before 20: Syah alr! Uhhh, hanya Allah yang tahu...

Become a sports star: Tingwen. heh heh.

Not go to college: Please, let us all make it there.

Get married twice: Ish. Dont say xD

Have 4 kids: Zaff loves kids so she should have her own x)

Become a telemarketer: Dunno

Be your best friend throughout your whole life: Life's unpredictable, we'll see what happens in the future! I hope we all stay bestfs!

Be at home doing nothing but eating and watching TV: Oh,no. x) Sounds like Diy. Syah? Zaff? Guilty!

Become a serious business person: Soff?

Become someone with a job that helps people: Sheila, Moo, Zaff. I want!

End up on road rules or real world: Whats that

Become a writer? Zaff. (: I've always wanted to be a writer when I was little, too.

Bowling, Dance

2007-11-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

This holiday has been going smoothly so far, Alhamdulillah :D
But before I talk about how my hols have been, I gotta wish
HAIDAH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Haidah turns six! Love youuuuuu! xoxoxo! Hahaaa (:

Okay.
On Monday, I went bowling with Zaff, Iqah, Roy, Syah and her bro... uh, Right I forgot his name nvm later ask Syah. Tenetnet tenenet!

Anyway,
THAT was my first time i've ever gone bowling & was it fun or what! I striked the first time (Beginner's luck isit?) and well, lets just say that moment never made a second appearance. But still, loads of fun! We saw Siska that day. Her bf.. was frm my madrasah, once upon a time. Oh yes, and there was a cheekopek (cept he wasnt a Pek, more like a foreign worker. whatever la still gross, right) at the bowling shoe counter! He wriggled his eyebrows at me while zaff & I went to the toilet, I tell you I wanted to barf. I bet he's enjoying himself, freaking random girls out. (shivers at memory)

No Pictures! ):

We didn't go for dance class after that, cos I forgot that we were going to. Hehe. So I didnt have shoes.
Hmm, lets see, Iqah definitely found it a fantabulous dayyy, kan Iqah? Chugga chugga chugga. Eyecandy on the train! :D All thanks to Roy!

Uhh, Wednesday!
We went for our FIRST ever dance class at StudioWu!
(Imagine if it was called StudioAli. Heheh. Or StudioAbu. Heheheh.)

We went to Banquet before class (like we did on Monday when we went to EastPoint) where Iqah ordered her salmon & Zaff ordered her (very lemak) cheese fries which she shared with me. We also ordered green apple juice! Yummy fresh apple juice =)

Then it was the moment of truth!
We headed to studiowu with butterflies in our bellies & our hearts pounding anxiously :\
We emitted many giggles, did a coupla U-turns & reversing, but eventually we made it to the dance studio where I gave my nervous speech to the friendly woman at the counter & Yutaki, our dance instructor for pop jazz.
"Are you sure we're supposed to be here? Cos we're not even beginners! We're below below beginners!!"

When we entered, we saw girls in their very proper looking attire; some stretching, some already doing their own little moves omg I wanted to run away! Like, pon or something!
Anything!
But I'm glad we stayed! :D
We did the most demanding warm ups we've ever done this year; beats any PE lesson.
Then we learned a cool dance! With Yutaki, who's really a cool, friendly, taall jap beng. Well, Jazzpop was fun, and by the end of it we were quite tired.
But could we leave? No! Cos our tangan gatal & sooo we had signed up for MTV which came right after Jazzpop!

Now, MTV was a different story.
Whoever knew that one could jump that many times in one hour!
Iqah, Zaff & I did weird bodywaves. But then again, it was beginner class! So.. Nevermind la right?! We're intro kids!
Our instructor Choon Hui, omg she was like this leaping chilipadi. We were like lame, limp (& now, limping) sayur bayam/spinach!
The warm ups for MTV already killed me! Can you imagine the actual dance routine?? D: Gilerrrrrrrrzz.
We had learnt a very important lesson that day; One class at a time.

I have no idea how I'm supposed to go for NewSchool Hip Hop tmr. My calves are KILLING ME.

(:

2007-11-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

I totally didnt mention that we had ODT today as well as farewell assembly for sec fours. Uh, well it was quite entertaining.. (: We'll miss you sec fours!!!!

Here's a song by Miley Cyrus & her dad titled, I learn from you. It's actually a nice song, as I've just discovered on youtube.

I learned from you that i do not crumble
i learned that strength is something you choose
all of the reasons to keep on believin'
there's no question, that's a lesson, that i learned from you

Caution: Obit song at the end.

P.S. I need my ipod nano NOW

Why am I such an unhappy person?

2007-11-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

I dont know why, but ever since I was a kid I was never that happy. I mean, ok of course I've been happy many times before. But I've always dragged this heavy rain cloud around with me. When I was a kid, I used to cry myself to sleep everyday. Not that I had a hard childhood or anything. Wtf is wrong with me? Something has to change in my life, to make me a happy person ): I hate the way I feel most of the times. And that just sucks. - - - -

I'm not even growing out of it yet, but come on next year I'm SEC FOUR.
):

Why am I such an unhappy person, again? I have no fidea. Let me quote.

Friday, November 02, 2007
1. Today marked the last day of being sec3.
2. Today wasn't fun and last days of schools are supposed to be fun.
3. Today I had angklung till 3.30 even though school ended way earlier.
4. Today made me realise even more that I do not want to grow up, I do not want to be Sec4 & I do not want to go to RJ!
5. Today I felt a dot or maybe a few dots of affection for the school xD Even after all that shit, maybe I do love the freaking school deep deep deep deep deep down (gotta dig dig dig). Or maybe it's just Unite. Heh that cheer always gets to me. Whatever it is, I'd miss rg super duperly because I dread jc ):
6. Today me filz syah diy sang Since Youve Been Gone with penuh expression next to the sewing room. Heehee.

From Zaff's blog cos I dont feel like telling the story. I'll just add a few more pointers.

7. ???
You know what I don't feel like blogging anymore. Today was just
another dumb moody day. Fullstop.
Oh yes, wait.
'zaff says:
i forgot to add we saw the hottest bunch of
guys
diy- says:
i'll add that
Hahaa. They were walking around far east, spreading the heat.
I'll make them the highlight of the day (wow, hot angmohs. what a highlight), aside from singing kelly clarkson at the top of our emo lungs outside above the koi pond. Ha. Ha. Other than that, today was mostly printed in a dull black and white, void of pretty highlights.

shutupshutupshutup

2007-10-29T18:37:00.001-07:00

Take control of your own life.
Say I AM POWER.

Uh, hi.

2007-10-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

So I haven't been blogging for quite a while. You know I should put up a disclaimer on my blog, warning people about its contents cos like right now I'm gonna start with: Sometimes I feel like a total screw up. :\
Naw maybe that's too harsh on myself, but everytime I try to peer into my future I'm squinting hard and it's like the lights are all switched off so I can't see a thing. I know I'm not in the worst of situations; I mean surely there're other teens at 15 who're facing harder situations but the thing is I'm afraid of turning into an adult, you know?

Am I thinking too far ahead? Not really.. Looking into next year I'm already supposed to be sweet sixteen. And that's in five months. (sec four scares me laaaaaaaa)

I JUST CANT SEE IT HAPPENING TO ME.
WHEN WILL I GROW UP???

D:
Gawd what a depressing topic.
I just had to let it out, and even as I just did so, the thought still sticks to my head. I constantly am disturbed. I don't even need someone to pull the trigger for me to start to panic, cos the feeling's just always there.

In fact, I'm not done. (sorry for the boring post really you can stop reading NOW)
I have to say, School doesnt help. I had that much of self-confidence from primary school now I have this little.

When I'm not feeling lost I'm feeling undeserving. And that's after feeling a longing. Aalriight enough ranting. You can start reading now. Eh I just told you to stop reading a while ago ehheh. Nvm continue la if you're still there.

Raya with batchmates was FABULOUS :D Cos they're just them. We went to meetsar's (heh heh loser pun) house which turned out ten times better than I'd have expected.
And yesterday, we went rayaing in our uber glamorous baju rayas again! (lots of blues & whites) We wasted a million years on transportation but it was all a fruitful experience, cos
- We saw Abu's family! xD Abu's sister really looks like her!!! Kan Zaff? Heh heh Zaff had lots to say. Kekeke.
- We met Hannah!!! We miss you Hannah!
(Aiman's so cute btw. SO CUTE mcm nak makan.)
- Iqah's mom ROCKS; thank gawd my pinafore belt ahem had extra space for me to fit in the scrumtious foood :D
- Syah parents sent us home, thank you Syah's parents thank you!!
Cerita hantu was O.o such a cerita hantu. Buat penat aje hold the pillow in front of my face.

Bottomline is : I love you guyss! Corny moment. Corny moment. :}

Today I went visiting after ak prac.
(=
I had a coupla swoonsome moments, between mouth-stuffing actions & heavy stoning.

I realise, I get really scared around the people I least wanna be afraid of. Wait dyu know what I'm talking about? Of course you dont I'm like spewing crap. Okk like.. I avoid ALL eye contact if possible. Then when there's a need to talk I Ring The Alarm & hide in my armadillo shell with bad ventilation and uh, view /sight or something. :\
That's quite a bad analogy. Nvm la. I'm not sure how to put it.

Next topic. Someone needs to stick Azira's head on a pike. (Liike the fishwomen frm March to Versailles) Heh. So gross. No, someone has to hit her hard on the ass for meeting (not Click 123 or 4 but) CLICK 5!!! & maybe even give her a hard american style wedgie. (A bit mean eh? Sorry Azira, but.. Ok no sorry la. I mean you saw click 5 la come on.)
D:}}} See my eyebrows.

Tomorrow got madraaasaaah. (sing-song voice)

Sheila, I like the terjatuhterjatuh song too!

I'm not gonna be sec 3 again next year (:

2007-10-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

Summary of Results Collected on Friday
(Btw my summary was crap)

English was basically CRAP. Thank goodness for expo.
Malay was satisfactory (:
SS PT wasnt great, I got sort of disappointed

Yeah. I'm just glad to be getting to sec 4 next year =) Hold on. That BETTER be the case.

That aside, ak farewell today was sad. FULLstop. But the people were quite enthu la considering the circumstances, lawl.

THEN,
RAYAA haaa. I was sick with a really bad throat and a headache so I ate two panadol pills. That resulted in me having allergies around my eye, so I had to squint a lot. Eeeh. Tak best.

Jonas Brothers are cute ah. & I suppose they're voices are hot too la, heheh.

Fangirling. Who came up with that term?

Alhamdulillah

2007-10-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

Got back Math & Bio today!

Ella se luce pa' que la vea, ea ea ea
Se menea se menea bailando te rodea!

I have no idea what that all means but its damn fun to sing.

English is annoying. But PLEASE let me pass english.

I bought a thin plain hoodie frm forever 21; Sheila & I spent a million years in that shop.
A MILLION YEARS!!!

I... want.... Gossip Girl episode 5! (:

IKEA

2007-10-15T01:32:00.001-07:00

Went to Ikea this morning. (:

I wanna paint & redecorate my room. Maybe I'll paint something that I can put up in my bedroom :D That'll be fun.
I'm gonna cut my hair tomorrow, with Zaff.
Hold on, today's Monday! I'm cutting my hair on Wednesday, not tmr!
Tmr's another holiday!!! :D

What else am I gonna do...?

I'm gonna be a better Muslim. What I need to work on is,
SELF-CONTROL.

Selamat Hari Raya (:

2007-10-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya everyone, maaf zahir & batin.
I apologise if I've ever been a pain in the ass to you, I truly am sorry.

YOU THERE if you think, "Nah she'd never forgive me"
Well yes actually, I do forgive you...
Or if you think, "Is she really sorry? For real??"
Yesyes, for real. No grudges, we're cool my brotha! (or sista)

SIDENOTE.
I need a haircut. Unless I wanna keep looking like Hagrid from the back then yeah, I can keep this do. But of course I dont wanna look like Hagrid from the back.. No, not even from the front.

I wanna look like...
Hermione or something. Or Jessica Alba. Or Mischa Barton. Someone hot.

HEH HEH.
Kay laaa action only. Let's start small. Little targets, think little targets.
Vanessa Anne Hudgens?
NO THAT'S NOT THINKING SMALL AT ALL.

Think,
I wanna look like a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL.
Now we're talking..

Sexy Martin

2007-10-11T18:53:00.000-07:00

Aim for now: Save up, get clothes, get out, & maximise fun time with girlfriends :D

Current forbidden word: Starts with an M

You know you love me, XOXO. GG ep4!

2007-10-11T07:24:00.000-07:00

To Batchmates:
I love you guys honestly, to the most paling basement level of my heart!!!
(Excuse me for how cheesy that sounds)

Thank you for holding me up && for being so good at holding each other up,
ALL THE WAY THROUGH
to the end of the eya eya (o)s!

I CAN'T LOVE YOU GUYS MORE!
(Our time is short ]:)

I've been saying really stupid things lately. (Lately?)
Do I quote myself now? Do people quote themselves? I dunno. Sounds sorta weird to be quoting yourself, yeah? Ahwell. I shant quote myself.
SOMEONE THROW ME GOSSIP GIRL EPISODE 5 NOW. (Not episode 6, zaff. Sry false alarm)

[I really love the song playing on my blog, ever since I first heard it on Step Up. It's soooo sexy & fresh, dancey & whatever else you wanna call it, I love it!!!]

I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER, IT'S A MIRACLE!

I hope I get okay results; I mean Satisfactory.

RAYA'S IN TWO DAYS.

I'm quite sad that Ramadhan's gonna be over soon, I didn't really make the best of it.

WE WENT TO GEYLANG JUST NOW!
& I bought a pretty clip at Chamelon.

Then I lost it.
It cost $8 bucks.

Don't laugh, please.

I also bought a clutch which cost me 30 bucks (not 38, thanks to sheila love).
& Lip Gloss (Is Popping, is Popping!)

Luqman dances to this.

I hope I pass math

2007-10-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

Amin.

Today we went to do math together at the Esplanade. Esplanade's quite a lovely place to mug. The library's DEFINITELY wayy better than tampines in many many ways but most importantly, there was NO annoying old man to tell us off for giggling too much.
Oh, minus ONE THING.

THE LIBRARY WAS TOO FREAKING COLD that even with homeostasis, I couldnt keep myself warm. (I was shivering!)

Esplanade's library didnt have a pmsy old man but it did have this odd chinese dude who practically made an announcement to the whole library when he yelled into his phone,
"I'M SORRY BUT I CAN'T SPEAK CHINESE" really really loudly. It was hilarious, Sheila & I saw that everyone around us were laughing at the poor man. (He's quite young, btw)

Then he went around to the guys mugging next to us and said to this curly haired guy, "Do I know you?" then the guy said "No.." THEN the man said, "Oh, so you're not the guy I saw in the bus just now?" in this angmoh-ish accent. LAWL. Then he went on, saying "So you're sec four?" and yadayadayada. That was when I released the loudest snort ever and laaughed like shit. Heh. Damn funny la that man. So random! He sat at a table for a few seconds, before leaving.

Later on, we realised that the curly haired guy sitting next to us, was Malay when he spoke to his friend (Eh, Sial ah! Dah. Confirm.) which was really quite a blow, haha.
I just wonder how many embarrassing things he'd heard, that we said in malay.

Hmmm.
Should I give up on math for the night?
Yeah, gdnight!

For those who ponned puasa this year, orhorr..

2007-10-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

See baby also puasa... Heh. Damn cute.

Lol. Multiracial sey

Now there's nothing left to say;

2007-10-06T10:01:00.000-07:00

This one's quite depressing.

Heh but I still like Keane.

You're writing your tragedy

2007-10-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

~~ENGLISH~~ not so good
~~GEOG~~ not so good
~~BIO~~ not so good
CHEM
HISTORY
MALAY
MATH

-

2007-09-30T17:35:00.000-07:00

I had a nightmare. A nightmare.
It's not your highspeed runningchasing kinda scary nightmare, but I'd still call it a nightmare.
A Very Scary Nightmare.

& So real,
that when I woke up cos my sister was making noises moving around the room (after sahur), I had to block my face out of her sight, and wait for her to fall asleep again, cos I couldnt stop crying.

I pray that this dream doesnt come true.

(And I find that I love everyone from my dream sooo dearly I'd never let any of them go. No, but sometimes we dont get a choice, do we? No, I can't imagine. Ok, stopstopstop.)

Now, Bio is a whole different nightmare.
Do I foresee a Pass? Nope. I hope today's mugging helps.

It's a good life

2007-09-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	High-Moderate
Dysthymia:	Very High
Bipolar Disorder:	Very Slight
Cyclothymia:	Very Slight
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High-Moderate
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

Some questions really bug me, like,

Do you sometimes feel out of control and lose all good judgement?
Do you have trouble concentrating or remembering things? All the time.
Do you have strong feelings of guilt or self-doubt? They get to me.
Do you sometimes start crying for no specific reason?
Have you lost interest in things that you used to enjoy? This is lame, but HP? I mean I used to love it, but when Fred died, I didnt even cry. You'd expect me to weep ah srsly I love Fred. Heck, when the book came out I didnt rush to get it like I used to. Aiyaaaa.
How would you describe your mood over the past several months? Long, dark tunnel.

Theyre questions that had lingered in my head once before I brushed them aside, then here I see that someone else's put it in the test. Like that's quite, freaky?

BUTbutbutbut... Sheila says
dont get depressed over depression test okay!

& I suppose that would be quite dumb kann. But... I shall not elaborate cos I dont want people running away from me cos I sound like a freak. Or a weirdo. Heh. I'm not even eccentric la pls.

K. Back to EYAs.

Received bad news.

2007-09-13T02:31:00.000-07:00

& Because of that, I am on HIATUS until Raya.

sleeeep

2007-09-12T11:25:00.001-07:00

I MISS THIS MAN WOOH DRAKE I LOVE YOU AND I NEED TO SLEEP COS ITS 2.30 IN THE MORNING

If I'm Mellow Diy then I'll be Mellowdiyous!

2007-09-11T06:30:00.000-07:00

Greg & Saputra!

Gimme gimme more (homework)

2007-09-10T03:54:00.000-07:00

I miss Britney! But her 'comeback' on MTV was eeyur. Whyy?? Why britneyyy?? lolzz

HSM 2, History FA? Not done.

2007-09-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

I think song's really cute xD Zac's hawtt! & Sharpay's cute haha. I like Sharpay.

Lucas (= sememek smile!

Cool dance

Okay dah. I will finish Hist FA.

Someday

2007-09-08T23:19:00.001-07:00

I saw this on Disney this morning, heheh. & I thought it was damn nice, like menusuk hati like that. xD

(Tarik that note, ma bruddaa!)

It's friday tomorrow!

2007-09-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

I survived 18 hours of math in the rg school compound DURING SCHOOL HOLS (so far)

2007-09-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

Therefore I own.
So I deserve many pats on the back. I'll pat myself on the back and then you can pat me on the back!
Unless you went for the 18 stinkin hours too. Then you pat your own back first.

I just told Liy on the train ride home today, that I'm like...
Someone with the hangman's noose already tied around her neck, standing on some high stool/platformish thingy.
It just takes one teensy push for the thing to topple, one tiny scare to put her out of balance.
Then..
!

And there's like time limit. For her to release herself. Time's running out and
she's got to untie all the knots that secure the noose, (theyre really complicated, so no matter how many times you try, the knots never seem to come loose so it's pretty easy to give up) so she can breathe and feel free.
If she gives up, or ends up with more knots that're even worse than before,
DIE LAA.

[On the other hand you could kick your own -if you're standing on a- bucket & jump to your death. You'll escape shit but... Scary thought isnt it, completely giving up? Duhhh. Maybe you'll face a different sorta shit. A new, scary, more foreign shit.]

Jeng Jeng Jeng JENGGG.
Liy's like on trial with other people, who know of their dim situation... but are still pretty uncertain of the outcome anyway.

I'M LIKE TOTALLY ON THE NOOSE.
Key: Balance, Perseverence, Concentration.
Oh yes & like the girl on the noose, with time there should be
hope? I guess?

Mathematics (n. mehh-the-mehh-tiks): a contagious unstoppable virus that kills you slowly through fatigue and severe brain damage

2007-09-04T05:13:00.000-07:00

According to Prof Liyana Nabilah. Heheh.

Sooner or later the symptoms of my Math poisoning will show, I'm pretty sure. Maybe one of these days I'll start calculating the different angles I see out of my dad's car's window every morning. Maybe I'll use geometrical properties to find the area of your face the next time I see you!

Ceh. As if I'm so smart. I don't mind turning into a math geek, if I pass math in the end. Math geek of course pass math la kan.

What should I do now? I feel like chem. No I dont. 8-) Rolls eyes.
But I must. GO!

Cute kids at a family gathering

2007-09-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

I'm not very good at family gatherings. I guess I'm not...sociable? Whatever.

Then again, who do I talk to? Lets see,

either I

talk to the kids about toy cars or join their war,

talk to the young adults about their most recent new job or,

talk to the neneks about what neneks usually talk about.

(No wait, my nenek and her sisters talk about pretty cheem stuff which I dont always understand. Yeesh.)

Yeah. So usually I spend my time (while Nurul constantly stuffs food in her mouth) observing everyone else, sneaking out of uncomfortable conversations (I find many conversations uncomfortable) and playing with kids who dont mind my attention (:

Like Aliyah & Alimah. Mostly Aliyah, who clung onto me most of the time I was there. Cutie. (Forgive me for the lousy, pixellated handphone cam pictures.)

That's Aliyah, who's way better at camwhoring than I am at Luqman's age. Plus she looks suuuper pretty in pictures like these. (: Sighhh.

That's Alimah below.

DAMN PRETTY KAN, like cannot tahan. Alimah kept feeding me kuihs & Aliyah was very protective over her little castle in the corner where nenek's black leather chair was.

She called her boiled egg wedge Humpty Dumpty for gawd's sake.

They're not the only two too-adorable kids over there though, theyre just the least hyper so I could actually get their pictures taken. It helps when either one one of em says "I wanna take a picture!" (in that very mat saleh slang, Ya Allah..)

Kid crazyyy!

My Great Plan for Next Week

2007-09-01T18:15:00.000-07:00

Monday: Math Clinic morning, Chem tuition night

Tuesday: Math Clinic morning, Math remedial afternoon [end: 5pm]

Wednesday: Math Clinic morning, Math remedial afternoon [end: 5pm], Chem tuition night

Thursday: Math Clinic morning

Friday: Math Clinic morning

Saturday: Chem tuition, please no ak (so no pon).

THAT IS LIKE AN OVERDOSE OF MATH PLEASE?!?!
OMG.
I am going to puke.
MATH! SO MUCH MATH!

D:

Wait, when do I do my History PT and my SS PT and my Chemfire wss, and my Math clinic wss and my History FA?

I foresee staying up late at night throughout this whole week.
But then again, I never really stay up late at night to do work, cos I always fall asleep.

Hmmm. Tricky, tricky.
I need people to do work/ mug with me outside, after math clinic sessions!

Wisdom tooth!

2007-09-01T04:36:00.001-07:00

I think my wisdom tooth's growing at the back of my mouth :\
It hurts like HELL la. I gotta force my mouth close & ignore the pain.
Plus Ive got like these stinging ulcers where my tooth's growing and at the corner of my throat. MAJOR DISCOMFORT.

Mr Brightside!
:D I bought a new dress! Hahaa. It's a little black dress with a zip running down the front and a sorta high collar... (Malas nak describe)

Mmm maybe I'll show you the picture later. Ok not later, maybe not ever cos I'm too lazy.
Anyway.
It's quite sexy smexy by my standards but since I'm not sexy (or smexy) it'll go with a shirt inside la. Thank you Bapak! Not that you read my blog. Not that I'd like you to read my blog but I'm just saying.

Went to VIVO today (ha. ha.) with my family this time. Going out with the family's like, window shopping, chasing & shouting at haidah and luqman, getting annoyed by nurul's annoyingness, observing people, then.. buying stuff! Haha. Which isn't a must btw, its just that today was our little 'Holiday' according to Bapak.
(Cos school starts this Monday. With math clinic. Booya!)
(:

At first we were with nenek & Nurin my pretty little pearl, then we went separate ways.
After walking around VIVO, and after Bapak went to this GOLF fair place at harbourfront, my dad decided that our little Holiday wasnt over yet. So we decided to go to changi airport, then take a flight to NZ!!!!!
:\
No la, we went to Swensens. Eating with the kids is always stressful. But the icecream was yum. It killed my ulcers at the little area where my wisdom tooth was growing, though :\
Now I cant really talk properly. Or eat properly.

I CAN still watch videos, though. (:
DAVID TENNANT, hehe. & Catherine Tate being annoying (but funny).

Today was one hell of a WOOOH day. Whatever that means.

2007-08-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY EVERYONE! EH, EVERYTEACHER!
You guys give me hell, but I guess that's your job, kan. But I love some of you laa. Hilarious.
Okay dah.

I SAW MY SEXY SMEXY GORGEOUS THREE GORGES DAMMMNNN HOT

NICOLAS SAPUTRA!!!!!!

(Sighs dreamily)

& Having seen my (sexysmexygorgeousthreegorgesdamnhot) Nicolas Saputra, I have come to realise, that I wasted a lot of cam battery life & mem space on less exciting objects during teacher's day...

Like...

K la nice la. Good, good..

The ELD kids (whatre they called?) Yes, they were quite funny, but I think last year's was nicer..

Choir. Go HuangQian!

Okay, okay their performances werent bad la, quite good I guess.

Minus the too sexy hip hop dances xD Tooo sexy ah, lol. (Uhhuh, sexy giler)

Liy told someone to pass her a bucket twice.

AHAH! What about useless pictures of teachers. Huh? Ssup with that? You see laaa.

Yes, yes. What a waste of memory space right? No. Not really.
The performance was damn good. Good job, teachers, good job.
Yes, and we get the message.

YOU LOVE US!!!

Most anti climax thing to happen = MOE Survey.

Then, cabuuut!

Ms Chan! Look at her, haha. Red nametagger! Coool (:

Then we went to see Debb play soccer. Ok at first it was a different story. But then, yes we watched Debb play. Right? Riightto!
At the netball courts, the rest were leaving for their respective preimary schools. And at that very moment, I was thinking, will they really meet us at VIVO? :\ Diy's negative sensors were on alarm mode. Really. Quite. Predictable. But takkan I say don't go kan! So yes, we parted our ways... Lol.

TO VIVO WE GO!
Sheila was super hyper like hyper kids she took care of at SL kan Sheila?
We took our precious photo in the train. Reeaal preciouss, yeah!

Any smaller & I might as well close my eyes.

Before going to see Gorgeous & Heroes, we went to River Island. No $$ got camera.

Then it was TIME!
We ran everywhere, for a nice spot. We stood by the red carpet meant for the Heroes cast (3 of em, Masi, Sendhil & Greg!!!) for more than half an hour.
DAMN LONG SIAA. Then when the crowd finally started screaming (not false alarm anymore) & the cameras started flashing, I got my camera ready & & & guess what???????
IT DIED.
I tell you, lucky I didnt die with my cam okay, walauuuuuuuu. Can CRY yknow.

Say hi! to a blurry Masi.

There! There! See Greg? DO YOU KNOW the amount of effort I put in to take that picture?

He's in the black shirt, bending forward. Heheh. Jakun sey.
I was tiptoeing, half jumping, smiling apologetically at people.. :\ Running around! Omg. haha.
Then when all the Hoohaa with the Heroes cast was over, it was TIME... II!
Time two what? Time to see Gorgeous!

It's GORGEOUS TIME! Nico says HELLO BEAUTIFUL WORLD!

(I think my superficiality campaign has failed.)

HEH.

I told you! One hell of a WOOOOH day!

Omg. Okay. Dee!!!
Dee's going back to London tmr, omg the way she described London it sounded super cool? She's much taller now. Otherwise, she's still the same (:

Get this. We didnt take a picture with Dee!!! HAH! KENTAL!!!!

Next time: March, Insya'allah.

ZAFF! ):
I dont know how/what to say! We gotta be less dependant on others la I think.. Me too actually. Nvm, next time when nobody else wants to go where you wanna go, make your decision and just leave? :\ Lahhh. Okay we love Nico & all, but he's still only human.

History PT is not progressing....

2007-08-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

Don't worry, dear friend,
Don't you worry 'bout me.
My feelings're as calm and as rough as the sea.
and if my waves harrass you,
I'll be sure that they're gone.
By swallowing them whole, yes, and then I'll move on.

But the winds cannot hold up their breaths for too long.
Soon with thunder and lightning, those gales will come strong.

Let the ships that sink be the ships of my own!
(Please, the storm will draw still. Just

don't leave me alone!)

If my waves do harrass you,
(Like too often before)
I'll just swallow them whole,
so they irk you no more.

---

Things to do during this lame ass excuse for a holiday.

- Chem remedial worksheets
- Read up on American Revolution
- Read up on Bio (find out what its about first)
- SS PT
- History PT
- Math Clinic ws
- History FA
- Chem oral
- Geog
- Prepare for math test

Eh, what else is there?

YTD WE WATCHED RANGGA

2007-08-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

Okay fine, yesterday we watched Ada Apa Dengan Cinta (:
Damn sweet damn sweet, where have I been???

I like this poem the most.

Aku lari ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku

Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian

Sepi... Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.

Aku ingin bingar.

Aku mau di pasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,

dan enyah saja kau, pekat!

Seperti berjelaga jika aku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai

Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ahh.. ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang

di tembok keraton putih

Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?

Biar terderah,

atau... aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?

:D
Nurin came to visit! I have more pictures! (Cos I can't get enough of that little treasure)

Eh eh look at my baby picture!

Heheh Nurin & I have the big eyed baby thing going onn. (Okay except now my eyes aren't exactly big... K, nvm..)

I wish I had the piano score for this song D: I can't figure it outttt, I get just the first part.

Other songs! (:

Hello it's 1.45 am!

2007-08-26T10:24:00.000-07:00

I can't say I feel too confident about Geog, but what can I really mug?
I read through my stuff...

I'll read again next morning.
Oooh & I finished my english essay (:

Geog for later. Mcfly for now.

2007-08-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

Tom sings You're the one that I want

A mix of new & other random songs.

Catherine Tate.

Do I look like I'm bothered?

Current minor celebrity crush

2007-08-24T04:23:00.000-07:00

Jean- Luc Bilodeau

Why hello, hottie.
(from Kyle XY)

Okay, he doesnt look that young after all. No matter, all the better. xD

The History Boys (thanks to aida)

2007-08-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

Posner & Scripps. L'accordeoniste.

Random part. Quite funny, I think.
Anyway. I think the Indian guy's cuuute. xD Really!!! Maybe it's just me, entah.

"I'm Muslim, sir." Ahhh, hatiku.

Oooh, and in response to Zaff's little portion of her post about guys writing better songs about girls than guys, well, I think it's because guys were always meant to like, get the girl's attention. It's like what we learn in bio! xD Like, the bird with the bright blue smiley on his butt. Now that's attention grabbing. Eeee, but a guy mooning with a bright blue smiley drawn on his butt (with a zig pen?) would be...
(EEEE K NVM GET IT OUT OF YOUR HEADS.)

Just as attention grabbing though, but I'd be sure to remember his face so I can avoid him in the future.

I mean... If a girl sang songs that guys sang to girls, I dunno, it'd be quite odd wouldnt it be?

Let's see, now...

Cause he's bittersweet
He knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
He's a mystery
He's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
He's just the boy I'm lookin' for

Wait, that doesnt sound too bad. But a bit weird right??

Let me try McFly. (Picture a girl singing it instead of McFly)

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

That's okay.

Maybe they do write these sorta songs better, after all.

My bag's smell is intoxicating.

2007-08-23T05:19:00.000-07:00

After spraying on my Nivea deodorant, Filzah's adidas, body shop spray & my mom's perfume..
My bag now reeks of sweet (but only at first whiff!), rotten, & alcoholic, salted fish.

IT'S DISGUSTING!!!!!!
x.x

Oh yes.
Liy's been calling me a sex kitten since my little try at the X Men quiz xD
Painful though it has been to hear that from her,
I STILL LOVE LIY!!!

My Loveliy Liy!

CEPAT BUAT ENGLISH ORAL SCRIPT! CEPAAAAAT!!!

Ah shit, man

2007-08-22T02:17:00.000-07:00

There's another geog test next monday.

Bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother boither bother bother bother bother bother bothre bother bother bother bother bother bother.
BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER (BOTHER'S STARTING TO LOOK WEIRD) BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER. BOTHER.

Things to do.
- Write english oral script.
- Think about karangan (?)
- Write english expo.

Timebomb timebomb timebomb.
Oh don't get me started.

Omg!

2007-08-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS AIDA! & SHEILA!!!

& You guys are all gonna make a great exco next year! (:

>:{

2007-08-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

I'm in no mood to mug for history.
Bodoh sak.

[Edit]
First second, your parents're mad at you, for being sad.
Then you're mad back, I mean, cmon. You're already upset!
But then when they stop being mad,
You feel like they shouldnt stop (not that you like them mad).
Cos you deserve everything for being a lousy, lousy stupid kid.
):):):):)::):):):):):):

With no purpose.
Invisible, unnoticed.

Hanson! Omg. Zaff.

2007-08-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

Then

I crushed the lead singer in kindergartenxD (Shit, he's prettier than me)

Now

I realised, the one I found hot's really the littlest boy!
Haha.

Cool right??
I like the old one.
But now they still sound good.

Who's hungry? (sabar,)

2007-08-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

What Your Pizza Reveals

Your appetite is pretty average. You don't go overboard - but you don't deprive yourself either.

You consider pizza to be bread... very good bread. You fit in best in the Midwest part of the US.

You like food that's traditional and well crafted. You aren't impressed with "gourmet" foods.

You are generous, outgoing (?), and considerate with your choices.

You are definitely unique and artistically inclined. You should consider traveling to Prague. (heh. cool.)

The stereotype that best fits you is stoner. You're a little wacky in the head, even if you don't touch drugs.

What Does Your Pizza Say About You?

I like that quiz.

& I feel like having pizza riiight now.

Maybe it's because it's almost buka time.

Diy's shadowcat

2007-08-19T07:04:00.001-07:00

You Are Shadowcat

You're like a little sister to some, but others see you as a sex kitten.
You are well trained in martial arts, a bit of a computer geek, and can totally kick butt.

Powers: the ability to "phase" through walls and other physical objects

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Diy the sex kitten.

Heh. Hehehehhehe. (Tergeleteked)

Okay i won't gross you out anymore.

I'm ~~Moo's~~ Iceman's girlfriend! :D

Bloody long meme.

2007-08-18T18:57:00.000-07:00

Meme from syah's LJ.

1. Ever been given an engagement ring?
What do you think.
2.Last gift you received?
Can't remember.
3.Ever dropped a cellphone?
Only a million times.
4.When's the last time you worked out?
What're you trying to say, huh, huh?
5.Things you spend a lot of money on?
Food?
6.Last food you ate?
(See, you knew I'd say food!) Garlic bread.
7.First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
The face? Naturally, I think?
8.One favourite song?
If the rain must fall, James Morrison.
9.High school you attended?
rg, ~~the school of pure eevillll~~
10.Cell phone service provider?
Singtel
11.Favourite mall?
Depends.
12.Longest job you had?
Never had one.
13.Do you own a pair of dice?
Yup.
14.Do you prank call people?
I used to, with friends. (I wonder if anyone prank calls alone.)
15.Last wedding you attended?
Omg, I cant remember!
16.First friend you called if you won the lottery?
Trust me, I wont ever win any lottery.
17.Favourite fast food restaurant?
BK, like syah!
18.Biggest lie you ever heard?
I wouldnt put it here if I ever hear a huge lie.
19.Where's your favourite place to eat with friends?
Omg I'm late for madrasah!!!!!!!! I dunno! I eat anything! Ok except babi & & omg I'm late for madrasahhh!
20.Can you cook?
Instant noodles! Eggs!
21.Best kisser?
My nenek!!
22.Last time you cried?
To be continued...

I'm back from madrasah (:

23.Most disliked food?
Vegetarian. Fake pork, fake beef.
24.What do you like most about yourself?
I'm quite.. honest. I think. Oh no what if I lie and I don't notice! Eh I'm quite a ponstar la alamak, honest my foot. Okay, okay. Okay nvm next question la.
25.Thing you dislike most about yourself?
Lack of discipline. Eh I have a lot.
26.Longest shift you worked in your life?
I've never worked!
27.Favourite movie?
Hmm. Not sure right now.
28.Can you sing?
Make me sing & then you'll know. xD
29.One thing you never leave your house without?
Clothes on. Heh. Okay um, my wallet!
30.Last concert you attended?
Some disappointing dance concert.
31.Last movie you rented?
What was it again?
32.Favourite vacation spot?
Um, I've never really been further than Msia for any vacation, yknow, so I dont have a favourite vacation spot! But I'd count NZ as my favourite vacation!
33.Laptop or desktop computer?
Desktop
34.Favourite comedian?
Dunno. Azira.
35.Do you smoke?
No.
36.Sleep with or without clothes?
With.
37.Who sleeps with you every night?
My sister. Which explains the previous question.
38.Do long distance relationships work?
Risky.
39.Pancakes or french toast?
Pancakes.
40.Do you like coffee?
Coffee's okay.
41.How do you like your eggs?
Depends on my mood.
42.Do you believe in astrology?
Syirik!
43.Last person you talked to on the phone?
Zaff.
44.Last person on your missed call list?
Abu.
45.What was the last text message you received?
It was Zaff's but I deleted it.
47.What are you wearing right now?
Yellow tee & grey/brown converse pants.
48.Pick a lyric:
WE BE(LIY)EEVE!!!
49.What kind of jelly would you like on your PB & J?
I eat PB without the J.
50.Can you play pool?
I've never played pool before!
51.Can you swim?
Noo. Don't start scheming....
52.Favourite ice cream?
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream! Mmmm mmm.
53.Do you like maps?
Not if I have to decipher one when my life depends on it. Stress ah.
54.Tell me a random fact about yourself:
Random. Let's see. I hate the sound of metal against metal. HAAATE IT.
55.Ever attended a theme party?
Nope.
56.What is your favourite season?
Well, I've only experienced singapore's tropical climate & autumn in NZ. Hello variety. Gotta say I like both of em.
57.Last time you laughed at something stupid?
Today. At my sister.
58.What time did you wake up this morning?
Almost 7.
59.Best thing about winter?
Gee, I dunno. Next time it snows in Singapore I'll tell you. (Omg, but please dont let it suddenly snow in Singapore.Freaky.)
60.Last time a cop gave you a ticket?
Last time a prefect gave me a booking was for being late for school.
61.Name of your first pet?
Mimi. (Lawl)
62.Do you think pirates are cool or overated?
KOOL
63.What are you doing this weekend?
This is the weekend. And what am I doing??
64.What do you want to be?
Not a loser.
65.Are you on a laptop?
I thought I told you alr.
66.Are you smiling?
Nope, mouth gradient 0.
67.Do you miss someone right now?
Nope.
68.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Right now, I'd go to... the artic! To meet a polar bear!
69.Are you in high school?
Omg you're wasting my time. Yet I move on to the next question.
70.Do you have a crush?
A few dents here and there, but no crushes.
71.What's your favourite name?
Dunno.
72.What colour is your bathing suit?
Hah! Ask liy, we match. No bikinis.
73.Does your school start in August?
January.
74.Did you go on a vacation last month?
Uh, no.
75.Have you ever been on a cruise?
Not that fortunate.
76.Do you have a sister?
Two.

'rainbow!
RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Not exactly, no.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
DAD. haha.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
I just threw a million things at my sister today. We throw things a lot.
4. Is anyone mad at you?
Are you mad at me?
5. Are you usually mad?
If I'm in a bad mood, typically I'd get mad real quick.
6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
Staaare. Like anything.

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
Nope.
2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
RAYA. hahaa. (skip the exams leading to it)
3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
Do I deserve this?
4. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
Secret! Heh. Okay, I want my converse shoesss.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name
Nurdiyanah
2. Birthday
23 March
3. What's your main goal in life?
To be a good Muslim.
4. Do you want to have children?
Yes. (Scary thought that is)
5. When do you want to die?
When I'm satisfied with what I've achieved?

GREEN IS OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage?
If Luqman ever suggests such a thing I dunno what I'd do. YES I AM.
2. Lower the drinking age?
No.
3. Capital Punishment?
If the person'll cause a lot of harm to others while he/she lives, yes. Wait cant you just lock him up? Omg I dunno la.
4. Abortion?
:\

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you love someone?
Yes. My parents & my friends.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I dunno. What's that mean really?
3. Do you believe in love?
Of course I do.

PURPLE IS Q & As
Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
No one else's but my own.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing?
Yellow
Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
I walk around aimlessly at least once a day.
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A few coins maybe.
Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A few tiles, then the wall.
Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed?
I wore my mom's baju pasar to madrasah.
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
My own blog for tags, fster.
Q: Do you have plants in your room?
Nope.
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
Nothing.
Q: Recent time you were really upset?
I bet it was about school. And how effing annoying it is.

PINK IS LAST
1. Person you saw
Mom.
3 Movie you watched in cinema (where's qn 2?)
OOTP.
4. Song you listened to
Jenny, click 5. Hehe.
5. Person you talked to on the phone
Zaff
6. Did you notice that the question 2 was gone
Omg.

GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing right now?
Dont give me this.
2. What are you doing tonight?
Nothing hotter than my overdue karangan.
3. What are you going to eat?
Dunno.

BROWN IS TOMORROW
1. Which is also Friday.
Monday.
2. Are you looking forward to it?
What will I do on monday.. If I find someone to follow me to tangs to change my bag, then yes. If not, No.
3. Are you going to laugh?
Haha.

American Idiot, Cant take my eyes off you. ON ANGKLUNG XD

2007-08-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

I dont even know who they are and yet I'm putting them up on my blog xD
Ohwell. I do that a lot.

I bought a new bag from tangs.
It looked nice at the shop.
Now it's just.. Nyeknyekk.

GTG CHANGE! HAHAA, FICKLE MINDED.
Seriously, it looked nicer over there at tangssss. ):

You know what, I'm not supposed to be here. Ohwell. Blog ditching begins next week!

2007-08-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

Let me start with,
I MISS NZ!

Ok dah.

Then, allow me to write a little

NOTE TO SELF:
When it seems you've lost your pen, and you've searched underneath every single piece of math worksheet & even your disorganised stack of books..
Yet you still can't seem to find it, ( not to mention it's getting a little frustrating)
TRY CHECKING YOUR HAIR.

Cos for the gazillionth time, I was being a complete selengerrr (loser) & forgot that I'd stuck my pen in my hair before attempting a math question. & got a teeensy bit pissed off when I thought it went missing just like that. You know, that happens in class too.
{ :D
Who's cooool??

Today's sex ed was NNAASSSTYYYYY.
Career ed was interesting.

The teacher gave us five questions to answer. We had to pick two. Here're random quotes.

Ziyi:
I wish I were born five years earlier, so that I am closer to the age of the man I want to marry.
My most significant achievement, coming to RGS. My biggest mistake.. Coming to RGS.
(Bullseye!)

Xinwei: If I could do it all over again... I would try potray myself as more serious.
(HAHAA)

Penny: When I grow up I want to be a princess. My most significant achievement in life was... being the cutest... (she goes on)
Teacher: Oh. (Serene look) I call my daughter princess sometimes too..

Jermaine: I want to be a photographer.. but since I'm not so good maybe.... I'll be a potato couch.
-silence from the class-
Someone: I thought its couch potato???
Jermaine: Oh ya!!
HAHAAHAHA.

Filzah: My most significant achievement.. I started to walk at 8 months.
Shimin: Oh, I started drinking milk first!
wtf xD

Diy: My biggest mistake was.. trying to cut my own fringe in p5.
Teacher: Yes, yes.. Your fringe is quite long. Yes. Is that a prefect next to you? (Liy)
Diy: raises eyebrows in exasperation/disbelief

Liy: Travel to NZ & never come back

Val: My biggest mistake.. pulling down my father's swiming trunks when I thought I was drowning..

Huang Qian: I would like to discover means to cure cancer

Yitong: My biggest mistake... Letting them tease me about Keong.

Shimin: My most significant achievement... Aiya, it's just me la.. I'm quite significant.

Tessa: I want to marry a mushroom farmer.

(And we foresee Eileen killing Val tan in the future.)

Then the teacher goes on about his most significant achievement, that is, being a dad. (Aw....)
& he goes even FURTHER about the baby coming out all wet and slippery.. something about dropping the (baby???). Crap.
This guy's pretty okay then.

There's ak tmr! I wanna get a new bag/ new shoes! New bag new shoes new bag new shoes

Is it just me, or have my eyelids gained weight.

2007-08-15T07:17:00.002-07:00

Okay, gross. My eyelids didnt grow fatter laa. (imagine) But my eyelids have been super heavy lately!!! They droop, droop, droop, until finally they slip over my eyes.. Then my mind takes flight xD

What is wrong with me?
Uhh, I dont know.. MAYBE just maybe it could be the lack of sleep?? Yeahh that might just be it.. -.-
It's like I find myself falling asleep while doing various things.
For obvious reasons like
1. while reading notes
2. in the car (tak senonoh/disgustingly, sometimes finding my mouth slightly open, facing the window)
3. during chia's class. (except today! omg i shall talk about today's lesson later on :)

Okay okay that's all pretty forgiveable, but try

4. while my chem tutor's talking to me.
5. during morning assembly while singing the national anthem
6. while i'm reading an interesting blog post. note, i mentioned the word 'interesting'. an interesting blog post! yet i can fall asleep while reading it. O: as in, it's so untimely to feel sleepy in the middle of the day while reading someone's dutifully written blog??
7. on my 3-stop bus ride home

Ohh today right after solating/praying asar I found myself asleep on the sejadah. o.O I didnt even PLAN to sleep there.
Like, when did thaat happen.

I'm actually quite sleepy now too, in fact I think I'll go to sleep right after this.
(Diy, but you're supposed to read your SS notes.)
(Ah, diam ah.)

Today was quite a nice day. I mean, besides my constantly ticking brain, haunted by certain current affairs. Eh? K takpe.
Bio wasnt that bad. I'm not sure of how I did, but I felt quite calm doing it. Slowly flip, scribble, flip, skip, scribble.
PE was quite boring, but then again it's PE. Did I mention I like ACES? xD
Math was fun! (Omg I just said iittt) & I like trigo!!! For now, anyway. First time for everything. First times dont last, being first times afterall.. then you have your second time, third time, fourth fifth sixth. Apee merepek. Moving on.
Bio was inspiring & reallyreally coool, hehehe. We all watched Liy's favourite show, Planet Earth.
(I wonder if it's on youtube.)
Malay.. Okay nvm malay.
8-) <-- that's the rolls-eyes emoticon on msn.>

CLE!
MrAng is one hilarious man. He bought us icecream today. A suggestion made by Air before she left! (: She considerately told him to get the math failures 50c icecream xD
He got us Cravio! That's not even 50c icecream! Heeee. Not complaining.

Then Liy gave her wonderful little sharing on BGR & Sex, cos she went for the sex talk. xD
LIYYYY was damn cute. haha. Liy, eh. Luckily you tak senang kembang! We've called you cute in your face for countless times, yet you're still nice & kudut. (like me. cept youve got less fats ok where's my close bracket)

Then Mr Ang asked the class, who thought having BGR was good. And like 3 people raised their hands for that.
Then someone else raised her hand, and he had to cancel and write 4.
Then someone else raised her hand and he had to cancel and write 5.
Then someone else raised her hand, and he gave this superfunny annoyed look and wrote Stop on the board next to no. 5.
Which made me feel very tergeleteked(tickled) indeed!

"Honestly, you're still not mature enough. But I think BGR is okay, I have a problem with GGR.."
"BBR! Is worse, ah."

And concluding the lesson he said, " So if any of you have a BGR, please talk to me. Email me, you all have my email address..."
-Goes to whiteboard to write his email address-

We accidentally greeted him Thank you & Goodbye. xD Which resulted in a very distorted looking expression on his face. I said, "Ooops! Sorry MrAng!"

That's all, y'all!
& here's Planet Earth for you!

(Below is the part with the adorable polar bears!)

(Run!)

Styelomilo shark! cooler than the matrix!

Okayy my kental day's back to being kental.

2007-08-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

FCUK, man.
D:
It's so difficult to sabar though I tell myself to.

EVERYTHING'S SO STUPIDDDDDDDDDD.
I hate school.
SCHOOL.
JUST. FKING. SUCKS. BALLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

& other stuffs just PILE on. walauuu.
No, no, diy you cant complain. Sit at the table, and be good. Do your work.
If you do, I'll shooot you downnn hahahahhahaaaaaaaaa.
Giler sak.

IF YOU COMPLAIN, ok nvm.

Anyway it's like this.

You're in the middle of the highway. And vehicles keep coming. You want to run but you can't. No, there's no time. Make the wrong move, then, BAM you're dead.
WRONG MOVE.
Lorry just hit you. No, you're not dead. Just nearly.
Get up, kid.
You get up, you rub your eyes, but your vision's still blurry. Quick, how do I exit? Oh no! The cars keep coming.. Your head really hurts.
BAM.
You cant really see what hit you. You're on the floor.
You're injured rather badly, duh. Yet..
Nobody's gonna help you. In fact nobody seems to notice. There's no time to breathe!
You wail in pain, desperate for attention.
Lucky asses in their cars yell at you. They dont help! Rather they say,
GET UP LAZY! You dont want to DIE, make an effort to run to safety!
"But you wont fcking help me!" No, too late. They didnt catch that last part.
Anyway your limbs hurt like hell, everytime you try to get up.
But as hard as you try, you get knocked down again.
Shouldnt you just.. Well, you wonder if you should just give up and die

WHY WONT THE BLOODY VEHICLES STOP COMING YOUR WAY?
CANT THEY SEE YOU'RE ALL BLOODY (eh, pun) ON THE FLOOR HERE (YET THEY KEEP ROLLING YOU OVER)?? HELLO??!!
They've got to slow down! (Speeding ah) They've got to stop coming!
You need more time!
You dont even have time (or the motivation) to push yourself up. And who's coming to help?

D:}
You're on the brink of death!
Soul-soul fish!
(Nyawa-nyawa ikan)

I should turn myself into Salmon or smthing. So i can JUMP out of this shyt hole!! :D

Pythagoras Switch!

2007-08-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

WooooOOOOooohhHH let's all do the Algorithm March!

Taken from Kak Amelina's blog. (: Thanks kak am!

(that thing made my kental day less kental)

DIY IS HAVING A STRONG CRAVING FOR ONE OF THESE BABIES

2007-08-12T02:34:00.000-07:00

Brace yourselves, people.

WHO CRAZY HERE?? {:@

Bye-OOOOOOO

2007-08-11T10:14:00.000-07:00

Ohno, mugging on the comp doesnt seem to help.
I find spastic videos on respiration, ATP, and there's this one by Special K and the Krebs Cycle..
Some speech class project..
(Dont watch if you dont feel like wasting 7 minutes.)

...Which I didnt understand at all. (In fact I wonder if it's even about Bio.)
His voice is sorta monotonous other than that, Special K & the Kreb Cycle have neat movesss. xD

BACK TO REALITY

Guess what,
I dont know about
photolysis,
light reaction,
phospholipids,
electron transport chains,
electromagnetic spectrums,
glycolysis,
the krebs cycle (sry special K you didnt help)
and chemiosmosis..
& lots of other random words I see in my bio journal which I have no idea about.

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I think I wrote a whole load of crap in my bio journal.
Crap. Disorganised, random scribbled crapp.
SOMEONE ENLIGHTEN MEEE.
I have read Lam Peng Kuan (eh I really read it yknow) & he has not shown me the light (reaction???).

Omg omg omg...
I cant fail Bio (yes I can. I cant but I can!) like I did before. {8-O
CRAZY ah. GILERR eh.
D: I sense something bad comingg

They say you're nighttiming, baby.

2007-08-11T08:33:00.001-07:00

I like this song :]

Hey
Don’t talk to me that way
Don’t talk to me that way
I don’t ever want to hear you say
Anything
Cause you’ve been nighttiming baby
It’s starting to show
Cause you’ve been nighttiming baby
It’s out of control
Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby
And you ought to get home
Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby
Uh huh

Hey
You look different how do I explain
This whole evening just felt so strange
I guess I guess things have changed
Alright
Cause you’ve been nighttiming brother
It’s starting to show
You’ve got your pleasures all around you
They’re all in a row
You’ve been nighttiming brother
Yeah you know how it goes
You’ve been nighttiming brother
Uh huh

(huh uh uh uh Huh uh uh uh)

I
Call you up
Every night
Telephone
Wow
You’re singing there
Every night
With the microphone
My
Favorite place
Fall asleep
Next to you
So
I wait at home
Patiently
Don’t be late
Alright

Hey
Don’t look at me that way
Like I’m the one who’s not the same
Am I completely cracking up again
Alright

I hear you’re nighttiming baby
Yeah just let it go
Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby
Uh huh out on the floor
Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby
Everyone knows
They say you’re nighttiming baby
Uh huh

I havent written or even thought of my english speech :O

& the last time I submitted my speech outline, all my english teacher wrote was a little cross at the top. A little cross which eliminates all I've written on the outline?? Hellooo.

UMM, SOMEONE SHOW ME THE LIGHT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE SEEING HEREE??

I spent today with Lam Peng Kuan again. I'm not sure if I slept more or read more. Hopefully I did more of the latter. :\

Bowling, Dance

2007-08-11T06:37:00.000-07:00

This holiday has been going smoothly so far, Alhamdulillah :D

On Monday, I went bowling with Zaff, Iqah, Roy, Syah and her bro... uh, Right I forgot his name nvm later ask Syah. Tenetnet tenenet!

Anyway,
THAT was my first time i've ever gone bowling & was it fun or what! I striked the first time (Beginner's luck isit?) and well, lets just say that moment never made a second appearance. But still, loads of fun! We saw Siska that day. Her bf.. was frm my madrasah, once upon a time. Oh yes, and there was a cheekopek at the bowling shoe counter! He wriggled his eyebrows at me while zaff & I went to the toilet. Disgusting. I bet he's enjoying himself, freaking girls out. (shivers at memory)

No Pictures! ):

We didn't go for dance class after that, cos I forgot that we were going to. Hehe. So I didnt have shoes.
Iqah definitely found it a fantabulous dayyy, kan Iqah? Chugga chugga chugga. Wait our trains dont make chugga chugga noises heh. Anyway Iqah enjoyed her train ride today. -.- Ya Allah. Ok my blogposts are idiotic. Moving on yes?

Uhh, Wednesday!
We went for our FIRST dance class at StudioWu!
(Imagine if it was called StudioAli. Heheh. Or StudioAbu.)

We went to Banquet before class (like we did on Monday when we went to EastPoint) where Iqah ordered her salmon & Zaff ordered her (very lemak) cheese fries which she shared with me. We also ordered green apple juice! Who cares? I think I'm losing my blogging touch.

Then it was the moment of truth!
We headed to studiowu with butterflies in our bellies & our hearts pounding anxiously :\
There were lots of giggles & U-turns, but eventually we made it to the dance studio where I gave my nervous speech to the friendly woman at the counter & Yutaki, our dance instructor for pop jazz.
"Are you sure we're supposed to be here? We're not even beginners! We're below below beginners!!"

When we entered, we saw loads of girls in the proper looking attire, some stretching, some already doing their own little moves omg I wanted to run away! Like, pon or something!
Anything!
But I'm glad we stayed! :D
We did the most demanding warm ups we've ever done this year; beats any PE lesson.
Then we learned a cool dance! With Yutaki, who's really a cool, friendly, jap beng.
Jazzpop was fun, and by the end of it we were pretty tired. But could we leave? No! Cos our tangan gatal & so we had signed up for MTV which came next!

Now, MTV was a different story.
Who knew that one could jump that many times in one hour!
Iqah, Zaff & I did weird bodywaves. But then again, it was beginner class! So.. Nevermind la right?!
Our instructor Choon Hui, omg she was like this leaping chilipadi. We were like lame, limp (& now, limping) sayur bayam/spinach!
The warm ups for MTV already killed me! Can you imagine the actual dance routine?? D:

We had learnt a very important lesson: Take one class at a time!

I have no idea how I'm supposed to go for NewSchool Hip Hop today. My calves are KILLING ME.

I procrastinate a lot.

2007-08-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

I floated around the house a lot today. Bugging the kiddies & doing useless stuff. :D Like Peeves.
Read bio, slept, read, slept. I spent the whole day with Lam Peng Kwan.
I threw him around, watched the telly with him, slept with him crumpled underneath :\
(hehhehehh. gross. anyway,)
DIDNT GO VERY WELL.
I tried to drag my ass to whitesands library to mug, but I couldnt get past putting on my jeans. So I stayed at home, & tried to bond smmore with Mr Kwan. Or Mr Lam. ~~Mr Peng?~~

Carrie Underwood
Standing at the back door
She tried to make it fast
One tear hit the hard wood
It fell like broken glass
She said sometimes love slips away
And you just can't get it back
Let's face it

For one split second
She almost turned around
But that would be like pouring rain drops
Back into a cloud
So she took another step and said
I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it

I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain
So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain
He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday
Gotta face it.

Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

She kept drivin' along
Till the moon and the sun were floating side-by-side
He looked in the mirror and his eyes were clear
For the first time in a while

Liy & I are gonna meet up with Dee for lunch this 25th of August! :D
Oh uh, who's up for mugging tmr? 8)

spent approximately 6 hours at pasir ris beach

2007-08-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

Okay, I must say I like going to the beach and all.. But spending 6 hours at the place brings out irritable me.
This morning I woke up, prayed, skipped showering (ee diy'sgusting) & readreadread my outdated Harrypotter book which I have been putting off reading. xD kental.
Then my mom told me we were going to pasir ris park, and there I continued reading.

I have to admit I'm not very good at the whole lepak-ing business. I mean, I'm quite lazy but I get RESTLESS staying at one spot for too long. I mean, it's tiring xD Sitting on the mat with nothing to do.

So. I spent most my time at the bench away from the rest of my family (lol, anti social. but harry potter's requiring attention!), reading, and listening to the radio. Yes,yes. Lots of fun.
FRED! I wanted to cry but tears couldnt come out xD Auto - situational awareness. Dang but I'd want to cry. I mean, it's only appropriate to read and cry!! I LOVE FRED!!! D:}
(I shall read that part again)

Then.. later I go fly kite, heh. Really! I like flying kites. Today the wind got pretty strong at some points, so my kite flew allll the way up, till the end of the string. :D
blahblah played badminton with my aunt for damn long.. Damn damn long. haha

It didnt take very long for me to want to go home. No, scratch that, WE DID SPEND A LOT OF TIME THERE, HAHA. Course I got bored..

Okay, here's the part which sucks.
Whenever I talk about school, I grumble. Naturally. Cos I hate the school. And you gotta admit the school's a load of shit sometimes.
doesnt comfort me. doesnt GET ITTTTTTTT.
I was so pissed off I tell you. I couldve just stormed off, but of course I didnt.

Sees no stress when I say that I'm stressed.
Says other schools have "other kinds of stress", when I say other schools dont put as much pressure on their kids.
Thinks I'm smart.
Says that's what being a student's supposed to be liiiiiikeeeee.
Doesnt even let me complete my sentences!!!
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

Secondly, the way I see it,
I'm such an embarrassment. Like I'm a useless kid who never learnt anything throughout my lifetime. Like I'm that much worse as compared to other kids.
You dont expect much from me.
Yet you expect so much from me!! {{{:O

Shit la am I really that baad.
EMO LA EMOOO

What things ya hear?

2007-08-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

So cuute!!! Dingdingding inspirationnn? Zaff?

RA RA RASPUTIN

2007-08-07T05:14:00.000-07:00

Shit, I'm hooked! Lyrics!

There lived a certain man in Russia long ago
He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow
Most people looked at him with terror and with fear
But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear
He could preach the bible like a preacher
Full of ecstacy and fire
But he also was the kind of teacher
Women would desire

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cat that really was gone
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on

He ruled the Russian land and never mind the czar
But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar
In all affairs of state he was the man to please
But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze
For the queen he was no wheeler dealer
Though she'd heard the things he'd done
She believed he was a holy healer
Who would heal her son
But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger
for power became known to more and more people,
the demands to do something about this outrageous
man became louder and louder.

"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies
But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please"
No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms
Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms
Then one night some men of higher standing
Set a trap, they're not to blame
"Come to visit us" they kept demanding
And he really came

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
They put some poison into his wine
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
He drank it all and he said "I feel fine"

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
They didn't quit, they wanted his head
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
And so they shot him till he was dead

(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...

Said I told ya'll I was gonna BUMP like thiiis,

2007-08-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

Monday. Today was ge-rosss.
Nothing exciting happened at all, except (get this),
DIY ANSWERED A MATH QUESTION IN CLASS,
AND WROTE IT ON THE WHITEBOARD!!!!!
:D

Seriously you should have seen the look on my face. I felt like Hermione Granger!!!

Mr Ang has never ever called me up in class to answer a question. I'm telling you.
Ok fine. He still hasnt laa (I volunteered myself). But prior to this, I've NEVER seen my handwriting on the board before.

Heheheheeeeee.
I'm so proud of you, Diy.

I embarrass myself.

2007-08-05T03:21:00.000-07:00

person: why is it useless to tell a shopkeeper to keep quiet?
diy says:
it is?
diy says:
if you did maybe the shopkeeper WILL keep quiet
person says:
hahaha
person says:
interesting
person:
its a joke
diy says:
xD
diy says:
oh
diy says:
so im supposed to say why kan
diy says:
ok then
diy says:
Why?
diy says:
(Why am i so goddamn slenger xD)

Someone kick me.

I feel quite happy! For now la. But still, happy!

2007-08-05T01:31:00.000-07:00

Wanna know whyyy??
Do you reeally wanna know whyy???
:D:D:D

I'm happy cos of MATH! hahaaaaa.
As, I, (the incredibly slow one) finally got what everyone else understood ages ago in class!
But I slept in front of my tuition teacher again. I wrote...

y=cos^-1(1/2)
cosy(1/2)= y
then, cancelcancelcancel

which is total crap, plus my handwriting looked like shiit.

Eh. I think I have photogenic handwriting or something. It really looks uglier in real life. Anyway you can tell it's all a load of merepek.

Oooh & my mind sorta drifted? And in my head I was thinking, Hahaha so I sorta wrote,
y= ha
by accident! D:} Thank gawd I didnt continue with my hahaha.
Embarrassing siaa.

Let's see, what happened today? Uhhhhhhh...
Nothing, except that I went for madrasah. And being the useless, constantly sleepy girl that I am, I almost slept in madrasah. Which you might think isnt really a big deal, but when you're the only one who seems to have a problem with keeping your eyes open in a class full of big kids (I dunno, you'd expect them to be less interested in class? Im just assuming.)... It's quite a big deal laa. So kental!

I lost my favourite deep blue zig pen!!! Left it in class 308 during history lesson. D:
BABY COME BACK TO MEEEE. I loved that pen!!! It's still brand newww.

Shopping List
+ Bag
+ Sneakers
+ Camera
+ Hoodie

& dare I say,
+ Carlo Rino purse! :X

Taken from my Save The Earth notebook, WRITTEN IN MY FAVOURITE DARK BLUE ZIG PEN!! D:

Anyway, Zaff added,
+ hahahahahha YOU WANT BOYFRIEND??
to my shopping list during bahas finals. Which is out of the question, Zaff, but point is, cikgu heard her say out loud & clear. We were seated riiight behind her.
Oh & cikgu thinks calls me Budak Nakal in class... ):
How discouraging.
I'm not a Budak Nakal!!!

(pastu letak lagu..)
boom boom BOOM BOOM :D

To my explosive batchmates who couldnt get enough of Boom4x on International Friendship Day. Nownow, don't make any more commotions xD

I have to say today was full of crap.

2007-08-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

But sometimes I prefer a day full of ups and downs to dull, no-lifer days.

Today began with a crappy appetizer.

I totally screwed up that Geog test. Geog, is actually one of the exam papers of which I can (usually) hope for a pass?? Ohgawd, I wrote totally irrelevant, ok not totally irrelevant but totally weak points, I didn't even know why I wrote them.. But it was too late and I didnt have time; I EVEN SCREWED UP THE 4 MARK QUESTION. I MISSED ONE GDDAMN IMPT PART YOU'D LAUGH AT ME IF YOU KNEW WHAT I WROTE.

So yeah, I kinda haaated myself at the beginning of this day full of merepek kerepek crrrap.

Then, I spent career ed doing my stupid brochure, and I tried to do it during upper sec assembly. It's so boring, I totally wouldnt read it if I were cikgu. (Omg. I take that back too!!)

Btw upper sec assembly was totally big O dot small o laaa. o.O

As usual. What the heck, man.

Then it was Math, and um I'm supposed to try and get it now, but...

Okay followed by Bio..

Then hell..

Wow, haha, hello Ms Exaggerates.

Then we had ak prac with the indon kids from their SMP (:

They're super funky, friendly people. & we met their handsome-ish conductor. Haha. Whoever heard of handsome-ish. Okay laa quite handsome. -.-

Meet the two most tak malu, most ITCHIEST girls ~~in the world~~ in rgs. xD Unbelieveable.

Okay, we had only like about 40 minutes to get ready for the freaking concert, & if you knew how long we usually take to get ready, you'd be worried for us.

When we were finally ready, loads of people were already there.. (Saw Kak Noo!!!! :D Cool ahh, she had to come. Heh no la. But she sakit hati I think. wonder how she felt watching us -suck) Oh yeah and other kakaks came, like kak liy, kak nar, kak nurul all. (: Thanks for making your way here!!

And the stupid ass angklungs were at the back of the hall, where everone could see. The humongous ugly Paris/ Penguin bags were all laid against the walls, and on the floor at the back of the hall. I wanted to gaggg. Nobody else was there to help us carry them at the time, so we were panicking like a bunch of excited electrons. D:{

Everyone was staring at us like.. whaat the..

We sucked basically every single song, I felt so baddddddddd. Ohmagawshhh. Ohmagawshhh.
SO EMBARRASSINGGGG!!!!!!!!!
Okay I feel really really, reallyreallyreallyyy bad for the concert to have sucked so terribly. Bad for the audience, bad for k Farid, bad for the old seniors, bad for our batchmates, BAD FOR THE INDON STUDENTS WHO CAME ALL THE WAY HERE TO SEE HOW WE PLAY THEIR ANGKLUNG?!?!?!
-Makes pained expression-

Ohmygawd they came here, the people from the country of which our freakin CCA originated from (without angklung, I'd.. Let's not talk about without angklung just yet). They came just to watch us play like a bunch of soggy french friesss D:]

& this isnt relevant but I didnt get any indon kid's email addressss. ):

Okay, this is trivial but my whole mood went sinking downdowndown, and when the concert was over everyone got pretty flowers & NOBODY GOT ME A FLOWERRR.
-Makes another pained expression-
Sorryy but I was in a really pure taik mood & I saw everyone else receiving at least one flower to bring home.. plus i was looking forward to getting one for me cos they remembered me?? xD Dumb. Anyway I got even more emo over the stupid lack of a pretty flower to take home, and I didnt feel like doing anything. What a loser kan. Sorry!!

But I must say
- the orange punch
- the indon students' cheerfulness
- azira & syah's antics

then later,
- when i showed moo & zaff my precious seashells from NZ (that I am very proud of [: )
- when i threw my pinafore over my kebaya top & removed my (stride restricting) kain
- talked to zaffmooaboo (heh. moo, aboo)

I felt muuuuch better. :D

Still that concert was a load of bull, &amp; I feel really bad about it, & I apologise for being such a sucky excuse for a senior ):

Oh yes! Thank you Aqi for your lovely gift of

Be Natural (:

Which reminds me, the stuff's still in my pinafore pocket. EEyurrrr.

:D

2007-08-01T07:37:00.001-07:00

DIY IS ENTERTAINED TO THE MAX, TONIGHT.

GRINSGRINSGRINSGRINSGRINSGRINSGRINS
GRINSGRINSGRINSGRINSGRINS
INCONTROLLABLY.

(I hope this feeling isnt short lived.)

Diy!! What're you doing here?

2007-08-01T02:48:00.000-07:00

(: Went home early today!

Okay diy if you're a bit blur & mcm takde kerja kan, you're not really FREE tau. You have a loot of things to do. A lot a lot. Come I'll write a list of things you need to do.

1. Malay Brochure
2. Mug Geog cos tmr's there's no time!
3. English summary

There... Off you go!

Wasnt feeling too happy today..., but I'm surviving. (:

The Last Goodbye

2007-07-31T07:55:00.000-07:00

James Morrison

I don't believe you
And I never will
Oh I can't live by your side
With the lies you've tried to instill
I can't take anymore
I dont have to give you a reason
For leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye

It's like I hardly know you
But maybe I never did
It's like every emotion you showed me
You kept well hid
And every true word that you ever spoke
Was really deceiving
Now I'm leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye

I've gotta turn and walk away
I don't have anything left to say
I haven't already said before
I've grown tired of being used
And I'm sick and tired of being accused
Now I'm walking away from you
And I'm not coming back

I love this song, its one of those songs that touch me (: Cehwah. It gives me this tingly feeling; I'm not sure if it's a good feeling, but it is a feeling!

I wrote another lame poem xD It's in my notebook.
Let me type it out. My. Lame. Poem.
Okay I'm thinking, either post it on my blog, or write it down nicely in my notebook for those who wanna see. Okay not that anyone'd like to see it. Rephrase. Those Id wanna share it with.

Okay, Mr Secret Lame Poem goes into my notebook. -.-

Oooh, ooh, my secret mini life target is to drive a racing carrr. Like just me and the road :D
For now, anyway.. Cool kaaaaan.

Today I told Sheila I'd be alright living in a house in NZ, with my own blokart tracks & my own blokarts... Then Sheila, Liy & I can stay in our own house together... Happy singles. (Berangannn. But Blokart tracks berangin. Heh.)
Clearly I still miss NZ.

KUNING! (kental:)

2007-07-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

3R exceeded my expectations!

KUNING MENANG!

Heh I kinda miss 3R. It was so fun, I LOVE IT :D
Okay, at first I felt super SIAN about going, hehe. But I was lucky to get a nice group, with...
Zul1
Zul2
Fatin
Nurul
Amirul
Rabani
Harith
Syikin
Izzathy
Amalina

:D
& FUN FACIS! aka..
Zaff
Tiq
Murnira
Feena
Qayyum
Ahmad
Ha-...
Ha- what??? shit. He didn't introduce himself!!! Lerrr.
K takpe. Let's drop this name listing business xD
-edit-
Hamzah! Haha, see I remembered. Although I dont think I said a single word to him.

Anyway you guys rock super hard!
(And... I wasnt a great group leader but I hope you guys forgive me for it. :\ Dang I suck at being group leader la..)

Captain's ball was fun. I mean, we didnt play but I think the kids were super enthu & they had a lot of fun, and it's sorta fun to watch the kids have fun! Zul2 didnt like captain's ball though, cos the bigger kids could get the ball but he couldnt. Heh. Kesiannya. Cutenya xD

Basically all the games were pretty fun, and the kids made me smile a lotttt. :D
Oh and we found out that Izzathy could sing really well. (She sang and recorded Hurt on her Creative. o.O)
We also found out that Amirul & Rabani play sepak takraw super well.

Plus everyone was pretty nice to each other, which was very comforting (: Between us facis, between the kids, between us and the kids as well. No problems with like, attitude conflicts or anything.

Alamak I wanna sleep ah. Today was a good day!

P.S. I cant remember being as small as the kids at 3R. Maybe I was never really that small as a kid -.- Dang. Cant have been very cute. xD

Oh yes! And zaff and I owe innocent facis apologies for shouting at them, those who couldnt tahan and had to play with the kids in captains ball. Hehe. Like Zaff shouted at Rashidi a lot. Kesian dia. xD Actually we shouted at A LOT of people, his is the only name I can recall. Hmmm. Sorry ah. Tak sengaja!

Just another friday, pretending to 'end' to this hectic week.

2007-07-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

Math test told me, You could've done better if you actually knew what the questions were asking. And, if you claim to be stupid you have to try harder to understand.. I mean since youre so bleedin slowww (mundungus).

But in class I do ask people stuff when im stumped (Math class) though not often because when I do, I dont usualy have good experiences. Cos after asking these people, the haze in my head doesnt clear off and I still have no idea of what's going on.. and often times I feel I dunno, pretty embarrassed because for wasting their time so I go, "Okayy.. Nevermind.." : Alahhhh I dunno laaaa.

& Before I can get comfy with any sub topic they're racing ahead to begin a new one, I mean, COME ONNN la.
Seriously is it just me or is it the school.. It's me, right? Everyone else seems fine. Gawddddddd.
~~And people shouldnt complain about being stupid around people like me.~~

Went to whitesands library with syah & liy.
Liy took two books of Cats, Syah took a book with funny lines in it and I took this sssssssuuuperrrrr gorgeous book of pictures from around the world :D
I was swooning like shit over almost every single shot I kep calling for Liy's attention.
Then Liy will go, "Mm. Cantik eh?"
xD
And I'll be satisfied with her reaction and I'll move on to the next photograph. (:

That book actually made me feel better.

Math test tmr

2007-07-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

Cool tau! But a bit scary.

I feel weird & slacky. Why is that. Stop it.

Just had tuition & I almost slept in front of my tutor

2007-07-25T07:36:00.000-07:00

Chem tuition doesnt help. Ok my dad would kill me if he read this. Therefore I should take it back.
Well it wouldnt help if i keep dozing off during tuition IN FRONT OF MY TUTOR'S FACE. Tak senonoh! She'll ask me a question, and I'll sit there stoned out of this world.. Then my eyelids will droop and I'll run my fingers through my ponytail a million times over (&over again). Then she goes "Hello..." and I go "Heheh." Seriously tau I wonder what other things I said to her by accident in my state of drowsiness.

I'm even sleepy NOW. Who knows what I'll post about myself ooooooooooooooh my finger's are out of controllll xD

Hhehe like..
When there's no one around, Diy likes to ......

I better end this post before I say something I'd regret.

I got my hp book! hahaa. slow.

2007-07-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

{:D

I got the kid cover. Now I feel like I shouldve gotten the adult cover to match my two previous ones.. Kid cover's pretty cool though, if you take one quick look and don't think about it too much. I'm thinking about it too much.

I feel like moving out of Diylusive. :\ Should I? Like start fresh, with a new blog; Better content, better language use. Okay whatever, waste of time.

I shall... Do chem then continue reading my Deathly Hallows. =)

RGS vs TEMASEK JC

2007-07-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS FOR GETTING INTO FINALS KORANGGGGGZZZZZZZ :D
You guys really rock man.
BRIGHTY (:

SHEILA WON PEMBAHAS TERBAIK! Liza Soff Kak Mary you guys were great too (: loveloveyoubabess.
Oh there was one point at which this guy siding kranji (during the open-to-audience part) compared Singapore to Japan & NZ. NZ! Lol. I was like, HELLOOO?! hahaa.
NZ IS SO NOT LIKE SINGAPORE.
Right, Liy, Sheila?

A coupla lame things occured today. Ugh.
LAME THING NO.1
I DONT HAVE MY FREAKING HARRY POTTER BOOK ON MY TABLE RIGHT NOWWWWWWW
LAME THING NO.2
I was in a weird situation. Just slightly. Laaame.
LAME THING NO.3
Alamak shy la. Ok cannot tell. Damn embarrassing wonder if anyone noticed.

(Yeeshh, these secrets belong in a diary or smthing. They dont belong my notebook either, even with the word PRIVATE on the cover. People still want to read it, naturally. Like the Curious Cow?)

Okayyy, everyday I find that I'm uncertain about what I'm doing in my life. & although I wanna be someone who makes a difference, but I keep doubting myself. Like, can I ACTUALLY do something that counts as something?
Cos the Earth is so screwed, but HOW ON EARTH DO I MAKE A DIFFERENCE, I mean it's quite impossible. Right? YesNo. ):
GAWD I'm such a useless kiddd.

Okay maybe I'll try and make a little small scale difference to people's lives somehow. I mean in a good way of course. Somehow.
(Talk so muchhhhh)

Racial Harmony Day

2007-07-20T04:12:00.000-07:00

I'm quite tired. I went home only to find that I forgot to bring my keys, and my mom was out with the kids. -.- BUMMERRRRR
So I took the stupid bus back to whitesands to waste time, hungry and thirsty but unwilling to fish out cash for spending.

RHD was fun! :D
(Even though I cannot dance for nuts. Or even sesame seeds.)
I personally think 306 & 305 were superb (:
301 YOU STILL ROCK I LOVE YOU!!!!

Let me blog in point form.
1. Syah? I declare you the cutest mat ever. Keep it real with them white specs xD No actually Kak Arina looked pretty cute too in Liy's costume xD I shouldve taken a picture.
2. Jtoh! =)
3. I saw a jamaican man today.
4. The school did something smart and let the French boys play in the amphitheatre, heh heh.
5. I dressed myself up in my dad's baju kurung, kain samping & songkok for RHD after the concerts with my mat buddies, Liy, Sheila, Syah, Zaff, Moo and Iqah. Didnt see much of them though D:
6. Fashion show! I thought Mr Lim & Ms Lim looked SUPER GOOD. Hehe. & a few others.
7. Juan did my henna! Prettyyy (:
Hmm what else.

8. Oooh, 301's really good at kompangs!!! :D

Can I post pictures now?

That's Sheila & I on the pelamin. (They got a freaking pelamin for RHD??)

(:
HELLO WHAT HAPPENED HERE??? Kahwinceraikahwin. Kids these days.

Zhenyi {:D

Val Teo :D

CAMWHORE PIC #1

CAMWHORE PIC #2 - :D

Ishishish. Cikgu just said Jgn buat hal. xD

hahaaa. (Eee diy mcm paul2hill)

Us & sec fours :D

Oooh, this is a teensy (but really cool) performance by the philipino teachers. Hehe. (Ada orang suker xD)

ABU'S SLEEPING OVER. TIQ TOO. ARHHGGHGH. WHO'S THE LOSERRRR. D:

Anyway.

I CANT BELIEVE I DID NOT TAKE A PICTURE WITH ZAFIRAH BTE MOHD ZEIN!!!!!!

& the other 306ers.

& AQILAH!!!!!!!!!!

D: D: D:

BATCH PICTURE?

AHHH eat shit. :'(

Okay this is random but damn funny shit.

(I should probably stop it with the shits)

HE ATE HIM! XD

Today ended quite shittily btw. I went home. Reached the doorstep. No keys. Mom out. Wanna eat&DRINK&rest. Go back to whitesands. Go library. CARD CANNOT INSERT PROPERLY. Go popular. Fesyen apa tu? Nothing to buy. Home. :\

Oh, Syah has AKU POWER on her arm in henna. heh.

& I cant believe I WONT HAVE MY HP BOOK ON THE TABLE AT HOME BY TMR. SHIT MAN. (there goes another one)

SEPARATE TOPIC BEGINS HERE.

I need to be a better Muslim D: I suck I really do. Take things more seriously, please, Diy. KNOW YOUR STUFF! Okay, step by step.

(:

2007-07-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

What color is your soul painted?

Brown

Your soul is painted the color brown, which embodies the characteristics of calmness, depth, nature, stability, tradition, poverty, roughness, down-to-earth, uncertainty, and neutrality. Brown is the color of the element Earth, and represents soil and, to a lesser degree, fertility of the Earth.

Click Here to Take This Quiz

Quizzes and Personality Tests

Hehehe. I just have a problem with stability. You're kidding, right?

I feeel... Like going to vivo. I FEEL LIKE

I NEED MY DAMN HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS NOW.

& I HAVENT ORDERED!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEEEE

malay pt

2007-07-18T11:16:00.002-07:00

WTF, man.

ITS 2.20 AM I CANT WAKE UP TMR

HP

2007-07-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

Harry potter outtakes, youve got to watch these!

:D Happy fan happy fan I'm a happy faaan

this is a smackforehead moment

2007-07-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

azi says:
i wanna be a rock star
diy says:
or marry wentworth miller
azi says:
but i got like social worker or musician or something that does not require brain work
azi says:
macam bodoh
azi says:
farmer also can.
azi says:
for me lah
diy says:
me too!
diy says:
):
diy says:
ok
diy says:
secretly
diy says:
i wanna work at a farm with horses
diy says:
and maybe i can be a horse vet
azi says:
i am scared of snimals
azi says:
when they move.
azi says:
and horses are bigger than i imagine..
diy says:
xD
diy says:
yeah
diy says:
but i still like them
diy says:
i want to hug a horse one dayy
diy says:
I WANT A PET HORSE
azi says:
im secret secretly..scared of them. but i love them, but im scared but i love them sooo, but im still scared.
azi says:
like scary love.

& then she goes on to talk about a certain goat that we all know of.

Today Punk got all excited about her brain gym. Lol. She gets to me sometimes.

You know what I feel like doing?

2007-07-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

I feel like buying a pair of white canvas Converse shoes & painting my own designs on em.

Anyway, today evil striked in class. I am now seated where I cannot sway in my seat & let myself drift off to Lalaland. (She's not even our form teacher, hello?)

That woman's indestructible.

Let's watch dikir! Eh no don't watch if you're from my malay class. Just in case we decide to use it. Alamak.. Can I just post? Can.

WLIA! XD FUNNY

Someone bought me a ticket to Loserville.

2007-07-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

Life is like a chick flick.
Okay minus the happy ending, for some of us.

hothothothot

2007-07-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

HARRY POTTER CRAZE XD

RUPERT GRINT IS JUST TOO CUTE

He is actually quite a hot man.

Okayokay RUPERTTT

HOTHOTHOT.

Okay this one just KILLS me. KILLS. me.
It actually makes my tummy do multiple flips.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RUPERT GRINT IS MY LATEST OBSESSION.

HARRY POTTER & THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

2007-07-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

Have you watched??
GO WATCH NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I can watch it at least three more times. Heheh. No I'M SERIOUSSS.
I like Ronnnnnn. His character is so natural and hilarious, I love it!

Omgomgomg. Harry Potter fever is BACK, I NEED Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallowss.
Should i go queue with abu??

diy's list of things to do.

2007-07-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

Um i'm kinda tired of my blogskin? But nvm, lets leave that for later.

My list of things to do
1. Watch harry potter!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Watch transformers
3. Get a new, not too ex bag.
4. Get a new hoodie!

5. Get an AllStar shoe :D

6. Get a scarf. (??)
No, you idiot what you need a SCARF for??
Nvm, that just goes on the list.
Wow. Okay! All that fun's done with, so let me move on to the more disgusting pointers on my list.
7. Mug chem! Every day is a mug chem day, haahh. Go dieee.
8. Do math worksheets; Since I haven't been paying attention for the past few days.
9. Do chem worksheets, YOU CAN DO IT.
10. Malay PT. Um, procedure & introduction. I'm not too sure about the procedure bit, but I'll go ask someone.

Order Of The Phoenix!

2007-07-11T07:07:00.001-07:00

You cannot imagine how excited I am! :D
I feel like ponning school tmr, me & zaff are sick. Then me & zaff (in our sick state) can wish for a miracle and get tickets to watch OOTP tmr! Teeeheee. Ohmygosh sounds like a really cool plan. I doubt my dad'll let me pon thuogh. (Duh)

I have probably used up about one entire tissue box already. Exaggerating. But I know I used a whole damn lot. Arghhhh, head ache, nose block, fluflufluuuuuu!

I dont think I'm the only one this sick, though. Come, mari kita pon! (Yeah right)

I ponned sex talk

2007-07-11T03:39:00.001-07:00

said i was sick. cos i am sick! heh. no blufff.

cos i felt like it.

Ok just a little comment.

2007-07-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

The weather's really pretty tonight!

I'm serious, the sky's a purple grey, there's rain on the pavements & in the air, a cool wind's blowing at my curtains, blowing the smell of rain into my room. =)
I really like this sorta weather!

Sam & Mark :D

2007-07-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

Shut up, you girl.

Moo showed it to me, & I love their accents!

That's us.. Somewhere in school :D We're not doing anything wrong...

seteres seteres D:

2007-07-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

OHMAGAWDD So many things so many things.
Eh I am quite a pain in the ass ah. My own ass too.

diy says:
tiq? dyu have a scanner, can scan me smthing please?
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
yep sure
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
what d'you want chic
diy says:
can scan math ws 5 and assignment two?
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
i dont have assignment 2
diy says:
eh
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
but i have ws5
diy says:
ok
diy says:
thanks!
diy says:
it's not the one with midpoint and ratio theorums tau
diy says:
its this ws that exists but i dont have :\
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
huhhz
diy says:
ehh
diy says:
does it exist??
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
my ws 5 is midpoint theorem and ratio theroem
diy says:
ehhh
diy says:
alamak..
diy says:
k nvm tiq
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
-.-
diy says:
maybe it doesnt exist afterall.
diy says:
xD
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
ya allah
Jundaloop; & I know it as much as he does says:
dehni eh
diy says:
hehehe

Tomorrow's bahas first round!

2007-07-06T06:03:00.000-07:00

Goodluck bahas-ers! :D You guys can do it (despite the cheem mauduk)!!!!

Okay, I need motivation!
Wait a minute, bahas-ers need motivation!
No this is different. I need to be a mugger to surviiiive (cos I'm not brilliant) which I'm nooot.
BE A MUGGER, DIYYYY D:

Okay my blog MUST be the most boring place on EARTH, I AM TELLING YOU.

[Speaking of Earth, tmr's Earth day so dress in GREEEEN & CONSERVE ELECTRICITY! :\ Of course doing it only for tomorrow wouldnt really help.]

Ranting about my miserable life on my lame Blogpot is wasting everyone's time but I keep doing it. Every time I go to school I feel like crap & I give people crap looks and probably make them feel like crap looking at me too for 5 seconds at the least, which is just sad, man. Just saddd.

bambambammmm tomorrow I wanna go VIVOOO :D

D:

2007-07-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

):
I hate school.
No!
Okay shut up.

1.20 am

2007-07-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

Oh dear, how kental is it to stay up THIS LATE for Malay bahas tmr. VERY LAME.
Okay I'm sleeping right after this post. I havent been blogging lately. Not about my life anyway. (As if my life's that interesting)
Today we went to sheila's place to do geog pt due 'tomorrow' (actually its due this friday but we wanted to trick ourselves! Hehee. like that cute penguin from happy feet who jumped off the cliff.)
Was SUPER TIRED, and SUPER STICKY (yes EW) & we digressed a whole lot & ended at like, 10.30-ish. Hehee. We swooned a lot over random people & random stuff we discovered. Hyperventilated! Hehehe. (What a sec two word!)
I HAVENT DONE CHEM CORRECTIONSSS. MYA AND SPA. TMR I HAVE MOLE TESTTT.
I love Chem so much I could just explode.

The other day we went bishan to mug math and do malay pt. useless. how typical of us. waste time, never do pt. We mugged though. Omygosh and liy and I met cheekomats at the horny looking funfair leading to masjid an-nahdhah. Hahaaa. gross. alamak people want to solatla..
"Assalamualaikum! Dah kahwin ke belom??"
Dah..
Look straight, keep walking.

OKAY I WANNA SLEEP NOW. gdnight world!

I have a new obsession.

2007-07-03T07:19:00.001-07:00

MY NEW OBSESSION IS DEPRESSING LAA OMGGGG.
D:

My second most favourite video of the day.
DAMN CUTE :D

Gimme That! Hehe. But this isn't my favourite video of the dayyy.

Still, yumm.

Where are my wau pictures??

2007-07-01T02:35:00.000-07:00

Omg this is trivial, but I wanna say that during Wau even with the house lights on during sketsa, I felt quite happy. Like with the lights on you get to see EVERYONE & make eyecontact if you choose. & when they laugh you get cheap thrill xD

& I LOVE OUR EMCEES :D Filzah, Aida & Hanis! You guys rock & were super pretty last night!

Oh oh oh. After our performance I was sweating like mad & my eyeliner ran & I looked reallyreally like a corpse's bride/whore but I only found out after taking pictures with Imran & Sleeq x) Great.

Lesson learnt: Wash your face before approaching & taking pictures with pretty famous people.

& I LOVE BATCHMATES! & AK JUNIORS. kecuali.. ah, ya la, kecuali. & other kecualis.

I WANT PICTURES! OMG. CIKGU MEL! SHEILA! ZAFF! SIAPA LAGI?
Okay, the whole of yesterday/today I've been thinking about Sleeq. It's the hormones I tell youuu. I can't stop swooning in my headdd! I mean it. But it sucks crushing celebs even though they're really young; cos, they're so close yet so far.
D:{
Danggg-erzzzzzz.

Eh, Fiqah, kau jangan nak banyak berlagak,
Sudah la, sudah!

{If only I could turrrn baack tiiimee}

WAU!

2007-06-30T18:19:00.000-07:00

I almost can't believe Wau's over!
I kinda miss it.
At first we were really anxious, like, what if we're not funny & what if nobody laughs??.. & why's TP's dikir barat so GOOD, shit we're gonna screw up.. Okay you get the picture.
But we did it! & People even laughed at the parts I thought weren't funny! Yeahhhhhhh :D
& When Laila died choking on a ketupat, they laughed the hardest! xD and at first I thought the last part of the sketsa lost its funny alr..

I don't have any pictures! :O So if you do, please send them to me can? Ask me if I want pictures. (& I'd say yes, hehe.)

I do have a video of Sleeq singing Pilihlah aku.
With bad video quality, sorry. But you can still listen!
Syarif makes you melt, Alyph is super cuute. (: I got a picture with Alyph! Yayy. Hehe.
But I didn't say anything becauuse, 2. I don't usually strike good conversations (quoted from my About Me. See, my About Me is reliable!!) Especially not with supercute celebs.

Imran was GREAT! Omg, say hello to a new fan! :D

Seribu Tahun - Damn strong, LOVE ITT

We didn't get to watch TP's dikir barat, which is a pity, cos I heard them from outside & they were damn goood :D Sounded like most of them could sing. & I love how they make it sound so solid & movey hehe. Moo & I were moving A LOT to dikir barat before our turn to perform.. to release anxiety. They sang that spanish song! Ehh the problem with spanish songs.. I DON'T KNOW THE TITLE, LA, ALAMAAK. Nvm, but it was coool. Damn it. Haha. Why don't we have dikir barat?? I wonder why..

Omg, ok so basically Wau was good! Thanks & Congrats to ALL OF YOU INVOLVED, LOVE YOU!

Now,
I have to go madrasah.
(Anti-climaxxx)

Baby pics I found! I wanna be small againnnn

2007-06-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

My sister & I

Me looking happy & free of stresssss

Cute once! Haha. (& once only. You missed it all.)
Us & Haidah! Tiny little thinggg. :D

Luqman!!!
CUTE LIKE
ANYTHING !!!

MY VOICE DAMN NICE AHH XD
AINT nothing but a heaartache!
Sheila: I want to kencing damn bad ah!
Zaff maintain je..

We don't do this often...
Wait actually we do do this often. Just not on tape.

where's my juicy form? - mr ang

2007-06-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

Today was nice and slack. Mmmhmm, I like!
Okay, swoonsome encounter. Ohno. W.W.W. Very Dangerous.
Crap. But I have to blog this xD
I was at the lift lobby of my block (ground floor), so I pressed the lift button & stood right in front of the door. & When the door opened, hello mr primary school crush standing right in front of my face. I had to step back to let him pass. Then this ahpek contractor asked me to press the level one button when I reached my storey, but later on... I forgot. Typical. Anyway, when I said okay to the ahpek, he turned back and smiled! Maybe not at me, I mean, whyy. Hey, but he turned back and smiled at something. :D
Maybe the ahpek's his friend?

I love school too much.

2007-06-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

Ok I can't stand school, gawd I find it like SUPER hard to stay sane in the place, dyu feel the same? You don't seem to have as huge a problem as I do, why is that? ): (It's your fault, Diy, not theirs.)
I tried doing the math paper thingy (which the rest handed in today, but hey at least I still have it; I mean it's not missing or anything.) & I couldn't really do it. Hmmm.
Anyway, is the math department trying to kill us or something? MrA said he took an hour to complete our paper. And we have an hour to do it too. (I think) & he's supposed to be a math GENIUS, hello??

Today I really felt like running away from school.

RHD was pretty fun, though. But it's just another extra thing to add to our lists of priorities. Sad attempt to make us happy. Or a sad attempt to make it look like they're making an effort to keep us happy...or something like that.., what the heck am I saying.

Did I mention how much I school?

Ahem.
Have you met Switchfoot, my current obsession?
(Okaylah not obsession but, I really like switchfoot right now.)

Stars

Dare you to move

Switchfoot- Crazy In Love
I have no comments for this one xD

SCHOOL'S in.

2007-06-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

z says:
bye!
d says:
nightos
d says:
see you tmr
d says:
at the parade square
d says:
looking fresh & crispy
d says:
ok o
d says:
no
z says:
ewww
d says:
lemau and soggy like sec3s
z says:
killing me softly
d says:
ee
d says:
softly!
d says:
like a lemau biskut
z says:
EWWWWW
z says:
d says:
HAHAA
d says:
eeyurr
d says:
k i'm blogging that
d says:
why we so gross
z says:
now?
d says:
ya
d says:
i'm very good at short posts
Tomorrow is the start of a new semester & my new beginning baby!
Hehk.Hehheh.

Okay, Math, Geog, Hist, Chem, Eng, then,
Angklung, CMPS, and finally (ooh I love this one) Sketsa!!!

See you all tomorrow in school as happy as can be!

wauuu D:

2007-06-23T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, okay, okay. Today I had a very bad experience (Okay it wasn't that bad, I mean nobody dropped a bomb on our school but..)

We almost quit, but if we did... Wait what would happen if we quit anyway? Hmm.

Oh no, I don't know how to elaborate about today's rehearsal. Let's see.

I felt odd, saying lines I hated to say everytime I said them? So the whole thing gave me a queasy feeling. Kinda like sitting on a boat being rocked by really strong waves, with the smell of fuel which simply can't be ignored. Like everytime I said my lines I'd roll my eyes and go menyampahnyaaa. Okay, Zaff did that too. Hehe. Panic at the disco! Buutbutbut, of course cikgu didn't let us quit. The thing's in a week!!

So somehow, we'll handle this whole situation without taking it too seriously, but still with enough effort put in. It's like studying Evolution, I think.

Geek?

2007-06-22T05:23:00.001-07:00

YEAH BABYYY
Today I went to whitesands library and mugged! For.. quite a while! Till my butt cramped up. (Kay, let me use that as a measurement of whether or not my mugging was sufficient.) Yes, omg, I feel so accomplished. Not really. I still have loads of other things to do. I went there on my own & picked a black cushiony seat to sit on with my legs folded,
& did chem!
Hah, Nina!

Ohyes, I saw a bunch of tall grown up looking boys walk pass me and I heard "Dia budak whitesand 'an?" so I looked up and whaddyaknow they're guys from my primary school. So big readyy! (I sound like my nenek) I'm sure I used to be taller than all of them. Anyway, I must have looked like a real geek; I was reading my chem textbook (that big ugly thing) & I felt like quite a faker cos you don't usually catch me with that thing. ALONE SMMORE. Great. Even when I'm not, I'm still that geeky malay chick from 6a. Life is too fair sometimes.
trivia: One of them was the guy I found to be cute in pri school xD Not the usual cute but the a bit off cute. Still. Ah shut up.

After ditching the library I bought a new notebook. The AZONE wildlife SAVE THE PLANET ENVIRONMENT one. Really, I wanted a notebook without lines, and I did manage to find a pretty one at first. (I just discovered how I liked em lineless notebooks. Uh, nicer to draw on. & Doodle. Oops.) But then the whole SAVE THE PLANET thing was staring at me through animal eyes and um, scratching on my fingers with, tree branches or something, so in the end I bought that one. Nvm, I can still make it my own! Then again the cover's pretty neat alr. heh.