emo shit ):

suddenly i'm letting it all out.
everyone says it's okay, it's okay but it's not la. i mean they're much better.
yet they're still complaining.
i should get the hell outta here la.
my dad tells me never to be at the bottom. at least the top half.
but i'm afraid i've hit rock bottom.
i'm really sorry. ):
it's just all too scaryyyyy!!!

i hate this i hate this i hate this. i keep wanting to improve but nothing seems to get any better.
but thanks to those who're just so nice & happy. those who just give off this happyhappy vibe.
thanks. but it doesnt really last long. ohwell.
eh wth la. i should just shut up. go sleep or something.

I LOVE MISS CHEN. okay la exaggerating. but she's damn nice. shut up about miss chen la i like her. xD (cos she gave me nice marks for english pt)
but whatever. that's only ONE good thing.
aaaaaalalallallaala.lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
dslkhfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...... bbebfjjjjjjjjgjrrrrrrooooooooooosssssssfkkkkefjefkeflsfo.

omg i'm feeling damn pantat la.
reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i love my mom i love my dad i love i love all you people who love me.
WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT AT A TIME LIKE THIS??
ohmygooooodness i cant take this.

oh. i just stopped being emo. no more volcanic erruptions for meee. wheee.
for now la. for now... (:

oh another thing.
fine la. we're sorry if we spoilt it.