sad holidays

these few days have been pretty eventful, (especially today) but i'm definitely not in the mood.

diyanah. says:
i wanna explode
zaff (: rgSAK says:
me too
zaff (: rgSAK says:
(hug
zaff (: rgSAK says:
i can tell you're pissed
zaff (: rgSAK says:
ok
zaff (: rgSAK says:
hols have finally begun and im hating it
diyanah. says:
exactly
diyanah. says:
i rather go on with school
diyanah. says:
until the REAL THING comes
diyanah. says:
this isnt the real thing
zaff (: rgSAK says:
yah

maybe things would turn out okay, maybe the holidays would look up?
but for now, i'm not looking forward to anything at all, i'm feeling pretty down.
down down down. ):
and i know i wouldnt have time to relax, rewind, recharge, whatever.
then how ever am i going to study and improve next term, you tell me?
& you tell us to talk but what if we really do.
so many things're on my mind, it's a damned mess.
and wait till i explode.
thanks a lot.
there's more to it than what you know.<>:[