Diyanah.
RG,sixteen! (:
Sunday, July 23, 2006
fortunate, but deprived, nevertheless :\
it all started when we were getting home from my grandma's house. we were well into the night so the sky was pitch black, and when i stared, i was thrilled to find a few stars.
reallyyy. mak cow!
and i must have said something, or it could have been the look on my face, cos it made my aunt go, "oh that's nothing. so little stars out. in Hanoi you could see soo many stars in the sky it was beautiful."
then i thought, oh so it's Singapore?
then i thought, oh no maybe that was back then & it's probably rare to find star-littered skies in now.
or maybe...
we're pretty deprived kids who hardly get a chance to catch a glimpse of a decent starry night sky.
not to mention a decent sunset.
or sunrise.
without bustling bodies, traffic and stuff of that sort.
eee.
it's our generation.
we may not want to hear it or believe it, but we gotta give the truth a chance.
we mostly care about ourselves, technology (duh it's all we rely on), shopping & money. (at least most of us do. - current generation of teenagers)
and the best of the world's disappearing, great now we really have a chance to appreciate all of nature's beauty.
what a load of
(and you people screwing the Amazon, the oceans, the ozone layer. you too, Diy.)
GAH i feel so deprived, i'm quite pissed off.
it's crystal clear, the end is near. :in fact it's almost here.

ohyeah and i told my dad i had no idea of what i'm to be when i grow uppp.
imagine, working everyday, in your office. coming home worn out, tired.
ohh the working life for meee.

i'm really glad i have Luqman and Haidah to stare at.
they're worth more than a star-filled sky :D
plus they are Allah's creations too, except with their own mind & spirit.
I truly LOVE!
mak & bapak too for helping.
i honestly think i should do something that involves helping people and Geography, otherwise i'd feel soo odd doing something, wondering "what is the purpose of my job exactly?"
my dad thinks my interest will come, and i'd find my ideal career path, eventually.
but why's it i feel like i should have made my decisions already? i mean they've been giving us all these talks about careers and subject combinations in school??

this has been too weird a post.

school starts tomorrow. Monday Blues all over again. hiphip?
goodnight la.

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home


Tagboard

This blogskin is by Diy (:

Archive
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007