feel sick thinking what's to come
i feel soooo superduper unbearably awful. D: (sebak)
a terrible, sick mixture of fear, guilt, confusion and everything grossss.
the world with its disasters has taken away so many lives, and i start feeling guilty for living such a lame excuse of a life, as compared to those who actually STRUGGLE to live.
like i could do a way better job at being a good Muslim. i dont want to be just LUCKY being Muslim instead of being someone who actually makes a huge effort to actually HELP PEOPLE, AND BE USEFUL.
)))))))))):
Oh my Allah s.w.t.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like, anything could happen. we're always safe. always getting away with just reading about terrible events on the papers, shaken by a little flood.. okay maybe i should shut up. butbutbut!
D:
i'm such a useless little nincompoop i wanna do something please, please, pleaseee.
i'm really scared! If Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. saw the old woman with her body hunched (almost touching the ground), with the walking stick, her skin already tinged with blue, her body decorated with elaborate accessories and all; and she was supposed to represent the Earth AT THAT TIME, which's like ages ago....
how's the Earth now???
we got gays and pre-marital sex and everything that's gone wrong alreadyyy.
a terrible, sick mixture of fear, guilt, confusion and everything grossss.
the world with its disasters has taken away so many lives, and i start feeling guilty for living such a lame excuse of a life, as compared to those who actually STRUGGLE to live.
like i could do a way better job at being a good Muslim. i dont want to be just LUCKY being Muslim instead of being someone who actually makes a huge effort to actually HELP PEOPLE, AND BE USEFUL.
)))))))))):
Oh my Allah s.w.t.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like, anything could happen. we're always safe. always getting away with just reading about terrible events on the papers, shaken by a little flood.. okay maybe i should shut up. butbutbut!
D:
i'm such a useless little nincompoop i wanna do something please, please, pleaseee.
i'm really scared! If Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. saw the old woman with her body hunched (almost touching the ground), with the walking stick, her skin already tinged with blue, her body decorated with elaborate accessories and all; and she was supposed to represent the Earth AT THAT TIME, which's like ages ago....
how's the Earth now???
we got gays and pre-marital sex and everything that's gone wrong alreadyyy.
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