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i feel really nervous about 2007, but i'm also feeling like i've got a gazillion smiles all squashed up inside of me (:

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okay. i always listen to people's dreams, like how sheila wants to be a dancer and how zaff wants to be a marine biologist (omg zaff i want to be one too if it's what i think it is cept one problem, i cant swim)... and i almost always feel crushed cos i dont really have any dreams. where do you go without dreams, kan?

but i DO have my childhood dreams xD
i've always wanted to work at the zoo or become a vet! lollll. really really!
but now i think, why not? :why can't i work with Nat Geo?? I WANT I WANT I WANT! ):
it's my most DESPERATE dream. even now! maybe even more, now. i totally craaave for a job which involves me working with gorgeous creatures. and preserving their existance on this earth ): but is the dream a little too far off?? wondering is just too frustrating.

oh and to be a famous artist! but if not FAMOUS, i can always work to improve the way i sketch or paint, or smthing kan... i dont have to totally EXTINGUISH all my dreams as i always do, right? :
but now i just reallyreally wanna work with natgeo. natgeo natgeo natgeo ):
i should be a vet. and not be scared of blood.


okay, 2007 here i come.
(i cant get over the fact that 2007 sounds so futuristic.)
ohyes, and all the smiles i have packed up inside of me? i'll save em for my new classmates! :D